For The First Time (Ross Lynch Fan Fic)

12-i'm hot and then cold

Ross’ P.O.V (going to be getting a lot of his P.O.V post coma)

“Well done Ross” Rocky exclaimed yet again “I know, I know I feel really bad” I hung my head down “I don’t know what to do though” I looked up to see them with the same glint in their eyes “who’s her favourite band apart from us of course” Rocky asked then it dawned “we’re her favourite band at the moment and her favourite song though” I smiled they all smiled back at me it’s go time!

Matti’s P.O.V (sorry about the character change)

I woke up feeling quite cold so a donned on a pair of skinny jeans and a really thick jumper. I then started working on a song and I must have been so engrossed as I didn’t hear the guys start playing Break Even by The Script my favourite song at the moment

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

 Just praying to a god that I don't believe in

 Cos I got time while she got freedom

 Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst

 She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

 While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

 Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even, even, no

What am I supposed to do

 When the best part of me was always you

 And what am I supposed to say

 When I'm all choked up and you're okay

 I'm falling to pieces yeah

 I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

 But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

 Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving

 And when a heart breaks, no it don't break even, even, no

What am I gonna do

 When the best part of me was always you

 And what am I supposed to say

 When I'm all choked up and you're okay

 I'm falling to pieces yeah

 I'm falling to pieces yeah

 I'm falling to pieces

 (One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

 I'm falling to pieces

 (Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

 You took your suitcase, I took the blame

 Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains oh

 Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

 Just praying to a god that I don't believe in

 Cos I got time while she got freedom

 Cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break

 No it don't break

 No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do

 When the best part of me was always you

 And what am I supposed to say

 When I'm all choked up and you're okay

 I'm falling to pieces yeah

 I'm falling to pieces yeah

 (One still in love while the other one's leaving)

 I'm falling to pieces

 (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh it don't break even no

 Oh it don't break even no

 Oh it don't break even no

I joined in on the last line which was sang acapella (A/N think that’s how you spell it) and looked up to find Ross “I’m sorry about what happened yesterday. Can we work this as a team” he asked I nodded and hugged him. We then spent the rest of the day chilling and my temperature changes weren’t so extreme or frequent today which was a bonus! I may go home soon!