one week later
I told Amanda and she was happy for me. Today beau and I were picking up my parent from the air port. I was nervous I was shaking in the car beau started rubbing my leg
"Baby it'll be okay" Beau said
When we got there I saw my parents I ran to then and hugged them
"We missed you" my parents said
"I missed you too" I said I greeted my brothers and we left as we were walking to the car I started shaking again Beau intwined our hands and fingers, and Beau kissed my hand.
They moved into the same house and when we arrived they started unpacking
My mom was alone in the kitchen
"Mom?" I asked
"Yes?" My mom asked
"Uhm I have to tell you something" I said
"What?" My mom asked
"Uhm a week ago Beau uh.. Beau purposed" I said
"What?" My mom asked
"Beau purposed" I said
"No no no" my mom said
"What's wrong?" I asked
"No I don't want you seeing Beau anymore"
"What?" I asked
"Mom I love Beau" I said
"No I don't want you near him anymore" my mom said
"Mom why?" I yelled asked starting to cry
"Because I said so" my mom said
"Why though?" I asked
"Because" my mom said
"I'll explain to Beau go to your room" she said
I cried into my pillow that was set up, I went into the bathroom and locked myself in there I wouldn't dare cut myself but I looked at my wrists I looked up more and came across my ring and I started to cry again I stayed there just crying, I heard the front door swing open and I heard running someone bargged through the door it was Beau. Beau kneeled down and wrapped his arms around me
"I thought you were cutting" Beau cried into my shoulder
"No" I said
"I'm sorry" Beau said
"For what?" I asked
"For purposing for coming over for probably getting you I trouble" Beau said
"Don't go" I said
"I won't" Beau said
"Excuse me was that necessary ?" My dad said
"Just go away please dad" I said
"I love you " Beau said kissing my head
"No don't go" I said grabbing him tighter
"Baby I have to" Beau said
"No you don't" I said holding into his jacket.
"Babe stop" Beau said
"NO BEAU I NEED YOU I LOVE YOU YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE ME BEAU" I yelled
"Baby" Beau said
"Just go" I said
"No babe-"
"Just go. Why don't you break more promises while you're at it"
"No"
"What?" I asked
