It's been about 2 weeks now since Beau have me my ring and I still haven't touched my arms. I was thinking about school. I really just wanted to drop out and live. It was a rainy sunny Saturday morning. I felt lonely Beau wasn't with me at the moment. My phone went off
1 new message from Beau
Beau:
Hey baby just wanna say I love you and I'll be there in 5 minutes 😊
Me:
Aw I love you too can't wait xx ❤️
I waited about 5 minutes like he said and he was already here laying next to me.
"Baby you're soaked" I said resting my head on his neck.
"I am aren't i" he said. I laughed and went into my closet and got a towel.
"Thank you" he said and quickly stole a kiss, I tried to back away but he didn't let me he bit my lip so I went back, he was sitting on the edge of the bed and I was standing up.
"Beau" I moaned going back into the passionate kiss
"Yeah babe?" Beau said kissing me.
"I-I wanna stop" I said pulling away.
"I'm sorry baby did I make you uncomfortable?" Beau said kinda panicking.
"No no no it's just I'm tired I just wanna cuddle" I said
"Oh okay" Beau said and grabbed my waist so now we were cuddling. I felt bad for stopping the kiss but he understood.
I crawled on top of Beau and just pecked his lips he put his hands in my back pockets I rested my head on his chest and he put his hands around my waist.
"I love you baby" Beau said
"I love you too" I said kissing him slowly
We were cuddling and I was dozing off a bit so I just closed my eyes beau played with my hair with one hand and one hand on my waist and my head was on his chest.
Beaus POV~
She was falling asleep but I had to go record with the boys so once she was asleep I ran out, it won't take too long but I hate to leave her.
Gianna's POV~
I woke up to a nightmare about Beau again but something was different I didn't have his arms to be in, he, he was gone.
I started to panic it's like all my nightmares coming true. I ran into the bathroom and locked it. I cried and cried and took out my phone.
I tweeted.
@giannaDS:
I just need to be in your arm right now.
Beaus POV~
It's been about 10 mintues and we were already done with the video and I checked twitter and a bunch of people were linking me to Gianna's account and that's where I saw this tweet.
@giannaDS:
I just need to be in your arms right now.
I saw it and I ran not even telling the boys I ran as fast as I could to her house. I got there in about 5 minutes. I barged in and ran up to her room. I heard crying coming from the bathroom no no no no. I opened it she was on the floor in tears no razor in sight. She looked up, I ran to her and put my arms around her.
"Baby what happened?" I asked.
"I-I had another dream" she stuttered into my shoulder as she soaked my shirt.
