Monday~
It was finally Monday which meant I have 1 more week until I had to go back to school.
"GIANNA YOU'RE SO ANNOYING IT'S OVER" Beau yelled.
"NO PLEASE NO" I yelled grabbing him crying.
"LET ME GO SLUT" Beau yelled he shook me off and I lied on the floor crying.
I realized my eyes were shut so I shot them open.
"Baby calm down it was just a nightmare" Beau said hovering above me as I sobbed so loudly into his shirt. He hugged me and comforted me. I was sweating, panting, shaking, I though that was real, I thought I actually lost Beau. But no he was right here next to me holding me. I sobbed uncontrollably into his shirt nonstop.
After about 20 minutes we were hugging on his lap as he held me and I still sobbed into his shirt. I didn't stop the tears just kept coming.
"Shhh shh baby it's okay I'm here, I'm here" Beau said rocking me back and forth as he rubbed my back. It was 3 am.
"B-Beau?" I said hiccuping.
"Yes baby" he said still rocking me, and rubbing my back.
"W-will you ever leave me?" I said hiccuping.
"Never" he said certainly, I smiled but still couldn't stop crying.
"Shh shhh" Beau said softly, rubbing my back and holding me tight.
"I'm here baby, I'm here" he said softly, it made me crying tears of joy because he cared.
It was now 4am and I'm still crying.
"Beau?" I asked sniffling.
"Yes baby" he said softly.
"Why aren't you mad?" I asked him.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"Why aren't you mad that I woke you up at 3 am" I said
"Because I love you and when you're upset I'm in pieces. I want to make sure you're happy and every moment, all the time" he said which really made me smile.
"Beau I love you" I said.
"I love you too baby" he said.
"I don't know if ill be able to go back to sleep" I said.
"It's okay me neither, but we can stay like this" he said still hugging me as I held his neck and softly sobbed into his shoulder. We stayed like this till about 5 then we got up and walked to the step and beau carried me bridal style downstairs. Oh so I can kinda walk but not down stairs. We turned on the Tv and cuddled on the couch. We soon fell asleep. I woke up on top of Beau at 8am.
"Beau, baby" I whispered shaking Beau.
"Huh?" He said getting up, grunting.
"I wanna take a shower" I said.
"Okay let's go" he said picking me up bridal style up to my room. He placed me on my bed and I put my arms up and he took my shirt off I arched my back and he took my pants off. I stood up and grabbed the hem of his shirt and I took off his shirt, and then kissed his lips. He then took his shirt off. But he pushed me down on the bed and kissed my neck leading all the way down to my stomach and made me moan. I got off the bed and grabbed his hand and dragged him into the bathroom to the shower I turned it on and we went in. He did my hair and washed all over me. I did the same for him. We got out and he helped me take off my under wear and he still didn't look. I dried myself and he helped me put my panties and bra on and he still didn't look. Then he put my shirt on and slowly put my pants on. He put his sweat pants on and that was it, so he was shirtless. Also he kissed all my bruises and replaced the bandages.
"Let's make some food" he said grabbing my hand and piling my arm so I was on him and he picked me up. So my legs were wrapped behind him. When we got downstairs he placed me down on the counter, and every time he passed me he kissed my lips. He got a pan and put water in it and put it on the stove and put the pan on the stove.
"Whatcha making?" I asked.
"You'll see" he said coming over and kissing my lips.
About 10 minutes passed and we were just playing around and beau turned the stove off and went to pick up the pan and it poured all over his stomach.
"AHHH SH--" he screamed.
"Babe are you okay?" I asked jumping off the counter.
"Yeah yeah.. I don't know" he said. His stomach was all red.
"Oh my gosh baby your stomach" I said crouching down.
"I'm fine really" he said grunting.
"Baby it looks bad" I said.
"I'll be fine really" he said.
"Okay" I said.
We cleaned up all the water and picked up the pan and put it in the sink. I grabbed an ice pack and he carried me upstairs as he winced because my body was against his bare stomach, he was still shirtless. We got him and he lied me on my bed and he sat meet to me as I put the ice pack on his stomach right on his abs.
"Thank you" he said looking at my face.
"Anything for you babe" I said, kissing his lips. I picked up the ice pack and looked at his stomach. It was still all read. I bent down and kissed his bare abs and all where it was red. I looked at his face as he smiled at me. I crawled on top of him,so I was sitting on his lap. I cupped his cheeks and kissed him. He held my waist. We made out and I began kissing his neck he had a small moan. He winced so I stopped I must of touched his stomach.
"Baby be honest with me how is your stomach?" I asked.
"It does hurt just a little" he said.
"Aww I'm sorry baby" I said getting off him and I kissed his stomach one more time and I cuddled him and left the ice pack on his stomach. We watched Tv. Which I didn't know if I wanted if I laughed it still hurt so bad. We watched friends and I ended up actually crying from so much pain from laughing. Beau grabbed me and pulled me to him and crashed him lips on mine. Tears rolling down my face. He pulled off our noses touching as he looked in my eyes.
"Don't cry baby" he said looking in my eyes, then kissing my tears. I cried then because I remembered what it wouldn't be like of my mom was here which made me cry more. Beau pulled me in, holding me tightly and closely. I sobbed.
"Beau" I said.
"Yes baby" he said.
"My mom died when it was 13 from cancer which is one of the reasons I'm crying" I said
"What's the other" he said his head on my shoulder and mine on his.
"Pain" I said. Not mental. Physical.
"Aww babe I'm here do you want anything?" He asked.
"No" I answered I just wanted the pain to go away.
He started rubbing my back I luckily stopped crying, plus that made my head feel worse and puts me in more pain then laughing. He started wincing so I pulled away forcefully. I pushed him down on the bed and kissed all over his stomach. It was still bright red from before. I stopped and kissed his lips, he smiled through the kiss, which meant I made him happy. We stopped. I backed away but he bit my swollen lips. I winced.
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"Oh gosh sorry" he said letting go of my lip, and pecked it.
"It's okay" I said giggling.
The rest of the day we relaxed and ate once dad got home and we hung out with the boys.
