Friday~
It was Friday and I'm feeling a lot better I can walk and I can talk, but my head does hurt occasionally.
"SHUT UP" Beau yelled.
"BEAU WHAT DID I EVEN DO" I yelled.
"I JUST DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE LEAVE ME ALONE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN" he yelled. I couldn't breathe right, I started crying and shaking.
"GIANNA. GIANNA WAKE UP BABY" Beau said coming back to me shaking me but I was already awake. I found my eyes closed so I shot them open and grabbed onto Beau and sobbed so loudly into his sleeve he picked me up so I was on his lap. I was crying, I sounded like I needed an inhaler, I saw shaky and sweaty. I was so scared.
"Shhh shh baby it was just a dream I got you" Beau said softly which calmed me down so much. But I was still sobbing really loudly.
"Baby shhhh it's okay, everything's going to be fine" Beau said rocking me and stroking my hair.
"B-Beau p-please d-don't let g-go" I said while hiccuping between each word.
"I'm not going to baby I promise I'm right here" he said said.
"B-Beau I c-can't s-stop crying" I said hiccuping between each word.
"It's okay baby let it all out, let it all out if you have to" he said rubbing my back slowly.
"BEAU" I almost yelled breaking down in a mental break down I cried so loud I couldn't control anything and the words that come out of my mouth were screams.
"It's okay baby, calm down, calm down, relax" he said calmly I let go of him but he still held on.
"BEAU LET GO OF ME" I yelled, he respected me and let go I got up and held my stomach, my lungs begging for hair it sounded like I couldn't breath, Beau had a panic look on his face. I got up my lungs begging for air, and walked towards the window it still sounded like i couldn't breathe. I opened the window and stuck my head out and tried to breathe normally. It didn't really work. I walked over to Beau and tackled him the sounds of my breathing didn't change. Once I reached beau I tackled him on the bed and crashed my lips on his. All of a sudden my breathing went back to normal. But I was still crying I was laying on top of him. I pulled away and rested my head on his chest.
"Baby are you okay?" He asked with a bit of panic in his voice.
"Yeah I'm sorry I have bad dreams that really scare me sometimes" I said.
"What about?" He asked.
"You" I said.
"What happened?" he asked.
"You left me" I said.
"Baby I'm never ever going to leave you, ever, I love you" he said. I kissed him, we started making out. I was on top of him i went down and started kissing his neck. Then when I felt finished I went down and licked his abs. He let out a small quiet moan.
"Babe stop" he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I want you too" he said grabbing me and pulling me closer to him and crashing his lips on mine. Our tongues fought. We flipped over so he was on top of me. He started kissing my neck and sucking.
"BEAU" I moaned really loudly. He moved back to my lips. He pulled on the hem of my shirt not breaking the kiss i raised my arms and he slid my shirt off carefully. He started kissing all over my stomach causing me to moan quietly. I got up and tackled him all I wanted to do was kiss him. I crashed my lips on his.
