I rang Amanda I was gonna ask if I could stay with her.
Amanda: gi? Are you okay?
Me: can I stay over yours for a while?
Amanda: yeah
I went to Amanda's as fast as I could.
"Gi what's wrong?"
"Beau" I said crying
"Beau hit me" I said
"What gi oh my gosh"
"Did Beau mean to?"
"Never" I said
"I love him so much but I can't stay I need a break"
"I understand" she said
I layed down on her guest bed but I couldn't sleep I wanted to be wrapped in beaus arms. I finally went to sleep. When I woke up I got a few text from luke
Luke: where are you beaus going insane
Luke: you gotta come back
Luke: please Gianna
Luke: Beau wants you
Some from jai
Jai: gi please come back
Jai: Beau keeps yelling sorry whatever happened
Should i go back? I was scared of Beau I used to be safe around Beau. I just ignored them. Then I thought what Beau was capable of, beau didn't hurt me bad but I knew he was strong. I ran over to there house and barged in the boys were sitting on the couch and beau was sleeping on the other.
"I-I'm sorry" I said
"No we heard what Beau did to you we're sorry" luke said
I walked over over to Beau and sat on his lap then boys left, beau woke up and looked at me his eyes were red
"Gianna" Beau whispered
"Beau" I said
"Baby-"
"Save it" I said putting my finger on Beaus lips I stood up and layed so both of my legs were on each side of Beau and kissed him.
"I-I'm sorry" Beau apologized
"I know but I-I'm scared of you Beau" I said
"Please don't me you know I never meant it" Beau said putting his hands on my waist while I sat on him.
"Beau I can't come back right now I need a break"
"When will you be back?" Beau asked
"I don't know but I will be" I said I gently kissed beaus lips and left.
As I was walking to Amanda's I saw one of my exes with a group of guys I forgot he moved here his name was Josh. Josh was both an abusive and rude boyfriend I tried my best to walk away past them
"Gianna?" Josh said I turned his way and he came to me
"Hey long time no see?" Josh said
"Hi Josh" I said
"We're headed to a party right now wanna come?" Josh said looking into my eye
"No I can't" I said
"Please?" Josh asked softly putting his hands on my waist and looking in my eyes Josh's eyes were amazing
"O-okay" I said
"But I gotta get dressed" I said
"Ill come" Josh said Josh said something to the group of boys and grabbed my hand.
"U-hm Josh I have a boyfriend" I said
"I'm just holding your hand" Josh said
"You look beautiful" Josh said as I came out of my room in a different shirt and jeans, I didn't reply. Josh saw the worried look on my face.
"Don't worry babe it's one time" Josh said wrapping his arms around my waist, Josh grabbed my hand and we left.
"Uh I wanted apologize for our previous relationship" Josh said
"It's okay" I said and we arrived the music was loud and there was a lot of people. I was now thinking what was I thinking saying okay to this
"Don't worry ill stay with you" Josh said
Josh's pov
I still liked Gianna when I abused her I realized I wasn't mad at her I took it out on her, she's amazing. But she has a boyfriend
Beaus pov
I still can't believe what I did to Gianna I miss her.
Gianna's pov
Someone bumped into me so I quickly grabbed onto Josh's hand. Josh intwined our fingers I didn't like this
"I'll get us some drinks" Josh said. I see a bunch of kids from my school. I wanted to go back to Beau, I want him to hold me I want to cuddle with him I miss him partying isn't going to make me feel better. I walked out of the house we were in and ran to Beau. I never wanted to just hug him so much tears started filling my eyes I went right in and ran into beaus room he was getting changed and was shirtless
"Beau I'm sorry I never shilf of left I want to be with you again I never want to be away from you I love you" I said crying into beaus chest
"Babe I-" Beau said, I pressed my lips on his my face wet from tears beaus strong arms around my waist.
"I love you too" Beau said
