The unsent letters of convicted double murderer Harry Styles, explaining why he ended up buried in a world of broken dreams. What happened to innocent till proven guilty?
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day 13 ➜ to someone I wish could forgive me
Dear Mr and Mrs Kang,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I loved your daughter.
I'm sorry she loved me.
I'm sorry both of you lost your precious little girl.
I'm sorry she has decades of years left, unlived.
I'm sorry she died.
I'm sorry she chose me.
I'm sorry the world can't see her.
I'm sorry I'm alive when I was made to be broken.
I'm sorry I can't fight back the tears anymore because you both probably think I shouldn't be allowed to cry. I think so too. I have to bleed just to make sure I'm still breathing because this all doesn't seem real to me.
I'm sorry I was weak.
I'm sorry she got dragged into this mess.
I'm sorry for Jaime. If she'd never loved me, he never would've gone there. She'd still be here. He'd still be here.
I'm sorry.
I lost my love, but you both lost a daughter, a part of you and from somewhere within... my emotions tell me I'm lying right now because Christine was the one person who ever loved me and she deserved better.
I don't even know if you're reading this but I'm trying to pretend I hadn't loved her, but... she's gone and I think I always will love her.
I'm sorry I've become like this.
I'm sorry for my words.
I'm sorry for my feelings.
I'm sorry she's gone and kills me inside.
I'm sorry.
All the love, Harry.
// author's note //
unedited.
urgh school starts up in a bit for me. so i'll try to finish this before then :(
