Unfulfilled Desires (Adhori Chahatein)

♡♥ The Rasgula encounter~part :2♡♥

Kulsum(Wasiq mother)~POV

The air around me feels different. It carries his scent. The scent that I have been waiting for the past six years.

He is here. My heart is telling me he is here. My stifle breathing becomes heavy with fear and happiness.

What if this is an illusion. What if he doesn't come. I am desperate. I have been desperate the moment he disappears from my sight.

My eyes are desperate to see him upclose. My hands are desperate to caress his face. My arms are desperate to hold him tight forever. My foots are desperate to go to him.

I walk out of the bustling noises toward the main entrance of the hotel in daze as I hear some girl voice in distance,apologizing for stepping on my sari.

The tears that I have been holding in for six years are at the brim of my eyes.

My step quickens. I couldn't hold it anymore.

When I reached the main door. He isn't there ...I knew it he won't come. He was just pulling a prank when he had informed sanam.

I turn around to walk back to the hall as tears made its way.

I am stop, when I sense a familiar strong arm around my body...a back hug which was his trademark after he learn that I get so scared even if I know he is right behind me.

"How did you know I was here?" The familiar voice that is full of the same affection that suddenly had tamed my raging heart that awhile ago have been shrouded with disappointment.

"The moment,you came into my arms" I close my eyes as fresh tears made its way. I couldn't wait anymore as I turn around, I buried my face in his wide comforting chest. I cried as he smoothed my hair with his warms hand. The type of affection that Naveed could never possess. I absorb his baby scent as smile crept my face. The smell that I can decipher miles away.

I look up at him and placed both of my hands on his cheeks that are moisted with tears. I wipe it away because it kills me to see him so vulnerable and hurted. His green eyes that had always been filled with happiness are replaced with hurt, loneliness, sadness and coldness now.

But upon my touch everything has vanished as it again casted with the same loveliness, happiness, tenderness, and warmness.

"Wasiq, what was my fault that you punished me because of your father. What was my fault that you never once thought of meeting me in these six years.

Were you also testing my love for. You didn't even thought of my restless heart" I sobbed and let out all the anger of years, months, days, hours,minutes and seconds inside me.

"Mama, I wanted to be price full and successful," Wasiq said as he wiped her tears.

"I wanted to show papa that you can be proud of me also.

You thought it didn't hurt me to know that you're crying because of me and I can't do anything.

I came back after I got my first script but I watched you from far away because that was the day, Naveed was getting married.