Beautiful pain; Andy Biersack

Broken Pieces

We all start with the beautiful
Hope, pride and love
It's never meant to feel so difficult
Your dreams become your drug
I'll give you something to believe in
I'd rather fail than never try
Broken pieces will fall apart
Promises will tear down the trust
Find a reason to give your heart
And I'll find a reason for us....
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I get up and we both groan. Schools today and we both haven't been in what feels like years. We both get ready and I see my parents on the way out. We talk for a tiny bit about jobs and then I leave with Andy.
"I hate this," I say to him
"What?"
"I hate this town,"
"You've shown a lot of hate towards this town since your parents showed up," Andy says to me
"Because they bring back the memories," I simply say. He nods again and looks over at me.
"I want to leave," I say with all seriousness
"What can I do to make you stay," he asks. I don't think he knows how much I want to leave.
"Nothing," I tell him
"I'd rather fail than never try, tell me please," he says desperately
"Leave with me," I spit back at him
He looks over at me and tries to hold my hand but I pull it away.
"What's wrong?" He asks
"Why wouldn't you leave with me?" I ask
"Because being a musician has been my plan for my whole life and I actually have a band that's starting to do really well," he says
"I always wanted to be a singer," I said back
"Really? Let's hear your voice then," he smiles encouragingly at me.
"Not now," I smile back
"I've written some songs about our experiences together," he says
"Really?"
"Yeah, I know one day I'll be able to sing them and you'll be the only one who knows what it actually means," he smiles again
"it will be our little secret?" I ask
"Always," and I take his hand
"You're so warm," I say in shock
He just smiles back and we drive in silence.
School was school, nothing more.
Andy drops me off to my job and he picks me up after. I quit my other two jobs.
My parents tell me they will be able to move out after the month and I let them stay.
Me and Andy do our homework and for the first time in a while I actually feel normal.
We eat dinner and go to sleep.
That's practically how the week goes.

I want to stay for Andy but I'm not strong enough and things are starting to get worse. Andys getting bigger and he decided to drop out of school which I'm fine with because I know he'll be great with his band and money's coming in from his song 'knifes and pens' that bvb released. I decide to keep going till school ends and then I'm leaving this town. With or without Andy.