Beautiful pain; Andy Biersack

Paint it black

*can we please just talk about how couple goals they are* ok cool.
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Don't you know
We're still gold
Just another day we made mistakes
Face the rain
Don't walk away
There's another chance to set it straight
It's not too late to turn back home
And we were never meant to be alone
You know we've got each other
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Y/N POV
Andy kisses me back. His lips are soft and warm. I lean into him and he gasps as I lean on his hip.
"I'm sorry," I say, leaning back
"It's ok," he leans into me and we share another kiss.
"I love you," I say
"I love you too," he says to me
"Hey remember that night in the barn when I said I'd met someone who had made me bather but they didn't know yet?" He asks.
Of course I remember. I nod in response.
"That was you," he smiles "in ready to tell you now,".
"Thankyou," I say taking his hand. "When can you get out of here?" I ask him.
"I'm not sure," he says shakily.
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It's been 2 weeks and I've been visiting Andy everyday.
"Hey princess," he says while I walk in. Andy can finally leave today but he needs support for a couple more weeks and I'm fine with helping him.
We get into the car and I drive off.
"Thankgod I'm out," he sighs, while i turn on the music.
"Why?" I ask
"So I can have private time with you," he says, giving me an obvious sex smile.
I blush and look back on the road.
He takes my hand and kisses it slowly. "Stop it Andy," I say blushing even more.
"Ok," he puts my hand down and looks out the window.
"Not now," I say smiling at him back.
He tries to hide his smile as I pull up at the apartment
We walk inside and both look at each other.
"Who's house?" We say at the same time.
"I'll go clean mine and you can too," I say
"Princess my house is already clean," he says, rolling his eyes.
"Fine. Your place it is," I say.
He looks at me nervously.
"Ok, fine,"
"Let's go,"
He walks up in front of me to his door. I watch him put the key in the lock and watch him open his door.
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His place is surprisingly really neat. He leads me to the living room and we sit down on the couch.
He takes out his lighter and a cigarette.
I look at it sadly. I don't want him to smoke, my parents did and it's just not good for you.
He's about to light it and looks at me. I eye the cigarette and he sighs, throwing the packet away.
"I wanted a reason to stop anyway,".
"Can I please go to the bathroom?" I ask him.
"Sure thing princess, it's down the hallway.
I nod and walk down the hallway. I look though the doors and go to the bathroom.
Afterwards I walk down and look through the door at his room. The walls are black and there are posters covering half of the walls. I open the door and step in the room.
"Pretty cool huh," he says behind me.
I jump.
"I was just-," I trail off.
"Scared I'm doing drugs or something," he asks smiling.
"No," I say. I look at his bed. It's a double one.
Andy lies on it and puts the covers over him.
"Yes, this is perfect," he sighs "hospital beds are so uncomfortable, you can lie down you know," he says.
I want to but the thought of me lying in Andy's bed just makes me think about all the other things that could happen.
"I should be getting to my apartment," I say.
"Oh. Are you ok babe?" He asks me with a worried look.
"I just feel really nervous," I say.
"Why?" He asks
"Your really hot," I say smiling
"You are too princess," he says smirking "we'd make beautiful babies,"
"You did it again," I say, laughing.
"What?" He says, licking his lips slightly.
"You were being hot,"
"I'm sorry," he says laughing. "Will you come lie with me?"
I nod and lie down next to him.
"Do you wanna see my scars?" He asks. "Sure," I say.
He pulls up his t-shirt and there are bullet wounds.
"They're cool," I say. "Does it hurt?"
"Nah. Not one bit,"
"So I could kiss you properly and it wouldn't hurt this time?" I ask him
"Yes. And I could press against you and it wouldn't hurt this time?" He asks me back.
"Yes," I say
"Good," he says
"Good," I say
"Aren't you going to kiss me or something?" He asks me
"I don't feel like it," I say
"Tease," he grins.
We start talking about heaps of things, it's not sad, it's not particularly what someone would call important either, but it was our time. And I think for the first time in a while I was really happy.

A/n : sorry guys this was rlly bad but something big is gonna happen next chapter :)