I Can't Be...Can I?

Sexy and Spontaneous (Part 2)

Ari's P.O.V.

As I led Sienna to the showers, I knew I had come off as confident and totally in control. I was feeling the exact opposite. My emotions were torn between excitement and fear. Sure, there weren't any expectations going into this. But I knew what I wanted, what I've been wanting for a long time. And that's what scared me. Oh, and the fact that I had no clue what I was doing! Luckily for me, it was easy to hide my internal struggle, and have a smile plastered on my face, though it wasn't fake at all.

After we got to the showers, we slung our towels over the shower bar, and our shampoos and soaps in the shower rack. Luckily for us, there were separate showers with curtains instead of one big shower, giving us some privacy. Unfortunately, showers weren't sound proof.

As we began to strip, my eyes were glued to Sienna, a goofy grin on my face. I couldn't help but stare lustfully at her flawless naked body. Admiration was also in my eyes. The girl was utter perfection, and no matter how many times I had seen her naked, she never ceased to amaze me. 

"I know I'm hot, but are you just going to stand there and stare at me all day, or are you going to get clean?" asked Sienna with a smirk.

I instantly blushed, and hopped right into the shower, turning on the water. The warm water felt so good against my skin. I closed my eyes, letting the water hit my body and run down, washing away the sweat. 

"I never thought it would be this easy to get you wet," said Sienna jokingly from behind, putting her hands on my hips, and placing a kiss on my neck. 

What felt like an electric shot went through my body at the touch of her wet hands and lips against my skin. If my heart was racing before, it was off the ground and flying now. 

I turned around, and just stood there for a moment, taking her in. The water made her glisten. She was so beautiful, so sexy. I'm not sure how or why, but all the fear I had before was gone, and it was replaced with wanting, so strong it was almost painful. 

"You're so breathtakingly beautiful, it almost kills," she said with a smile, apparently having been taking me in as well.

Her words were all it took to boost my desire and confidence. I gently took her neck in my hands, leaned in, and placed my lips against hers. The kiss started out soft, but turned forceful and passionate. Our wet lips glided perfectly with one another's. My tongue slid into her mouth, dancing with hers. 

"I can't," she said, breaking away, and taking her hands off my hips.

It actually physically hurt when she did this, but I didn't loosen my hold on her.

"What's wrong?" I asked confused, trying to meet her eyes.

She placed her hands on top of mine, and closed her eyes for a second, then opened them and looked up at me apologetically.

"Ari, I love you, and we're not going to do this here. Our first time together isn't going to be in a shower. It's going to be some place so much more special than this. I just hope you can forgive me for almost loosing control," she said, kind of sounding like she wanted to cry.

I laughed out of relief, thinking I had done something wrong, and glad to know the real reason she stopped. She looked up at me, extremely confused.

"Sienna, I love you so much. And I don't care where we are, every moment with you is special. I don't want our first time to be some date with all these expectations and built up tension. I just want it to happen when it happens. And all I know is that I want you right here, right now, so much that it hurts," I said, almost pleadingly. 

As I said the words, I could feel my confidence rise, and any last bit of doubt was completely gone. I wanted her so badly, and I was ready. Would she see that?

"Ok" she breathed, reconnecting our lips. 

This time, there was so much more in the kiss, because we both knew where it was going, and we both wanted it as equally as the other. As my tongue re-entered her mouth, one hand held her neck, while the other slid down her body to her lower back, pulling her as closely as I could to myself. The feel of her wet skin rub up against mine increased my breathing, and a moan escaped my lips. 

After a few moments, our lips parted, and she placed hers on my neck, gently sucking on it. My back was now against the shower wall, and I let my head lean against it, closing my eyes, and moaning as she continued sucking on my neck. 

"Spread your legs a bit more," she said into my ear seductively.

Her tone turned my legs to jello, but some how I was able to comply. She used one of her hands to lift up my thigh, and let the fingers on her other slowly slide to my most sensitive spot. She began to tease me, and it felt so damn good! I wanted more so badly.

"Oh my God Sienna," I moaned, unable to contain the pleasure I was feeling.

"You're so wet," she breathed into my ear.

This just turned me on even more, making me even more wet. After a little more teasing, she began to go inside of me. The girl had magical fingers! I had never experienced pleasure like this in my life. 

"Oh fuck, that feels so good," I breathed.

This motivated her to slide more fingers in and to go faster. My hands slid to her hips, gripping them tightly for support.

"Baby I'm going to explode," I half screamed in ecstasy. 

She immediately pulled out, and then kneeled on the shower floor.

"Not until I taste you," she said with a smirk.

I looked down and watched as she took one lick. I thew my head back, closed my eyes, placed my hands on her head, and moaned in pleasure. That was all it took for me to release. As my shaking body began to go still, I could feel her licking up the excess. She then stood up, wrapped her arms around my neck, and placed a soft kiss on my lips.

"The best I've ever had," she said into my ear, gently nibbling the top.

I wrapped my arms around her waist, my breathing finally evened out.

"The only I'll ever want," I said, looking into her eyes and smiling.

Her smile was one of the biggest I had seen from her yet, and I couldn't help but kiss those soft lips.

"It's your turn," I said, breaking from the kiss.

"Later, I promise. We need to get clean, and I don't want to prune!" she exclaimed, grabbing the soap, and putting some on her hands.

I gave her one of those "I'm holding you to your word" looks, and then turned around at her request, letting her soap me up. It was both the dirtiest and cleanest shower I had ever had.

A/N:

Hey guys! I'm SOOOO SORRY for taking so long to update! My internet was down for the past few days, and I just got it back last night. I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter! Next update will be tomorrow! Don't forget to vote and comment with your thoughts. Thanks again for reading :)