(A/n)
No copyrighting or taking my story, all chapters and character are mine and made up, I don't mind if you write a spin off, (no one reads this lmao) but yeah, just that usual stuff
As I, Nicole Safiya Annalise, sit here and stare pitifully at my bloody hands, I come to a realisation; I had no chance, this is my destiny. This is the day I take my last breath, this is the day I make it out, the suffering ceases, the sharp pain that is constantly tugging at my heart will be no more. I will be no more. This is my only chance to escape.
But before I go, here is a tip if you want to be happy, be happy and don't get caught up in the life of a fangirl. After all that's what got me here, the everlasting road of constant heartbreak. I was his biggest fan, and that was my biggest mistake. The worst thing is I was ready. Ready to let go, but he came, and, and I just... I wasn't ready for the car-crash that he'd cause.
****1 year earlier *****
School. My personal hell, where I am taken away from the comfort of my bed, where I am an outcast, but what do I care? I'm just a fangirl living alone. I have parents, but are they really parents if they don't care? I am depressed, yesterday I was officially confirmed as another lost cause, another teen who wasn't fitting the expectations .
So that night I decided. Unlike all the cliche stories, the night wasn't stormy or pelting rain. In fact it was beautiful. It was sheer and utter perfection, the complete opposite of me. It was as if the world was showing me all the better things in life, that night. My last night.
Although I may be some 'clinically depressed teenage girl' I did have a heart. So naturally the last thing I'd want is for my mother and father to come home find a horrible smell that is my deceased body.
I would go to a hotel, but to have a poor stranger have to find me? No thanks, I'd die again from the shame. So, this is where my journey began, a young girl searching for a place that was heavenly, pure and simply isolated.
So as any other suicidal person does I leave my print, and set off, searching for a place- the place.
