Forbidden

Chapter 48

Ashlyn's POV

After sitting in the waiting room a little bit longer a nurse finally walked over to us. She smiled, "You all can see him now. He's in room 211. Since he's in a certain unit we can only allow two people in at a time."

"Thank you."

"Your welcome."

I nodded, getting up to go see him when Louis mumbled, "What makes you think you get to see him before we do."

Is he really doing this right now? I don't get why he's doing this. I've never done anything to him. "I'm engaged to him. I should get to see him."

"We've known him longer."

Before I could say anything Liam stepped in, "Dude, just let her go see him."

Louis looked over at me before looking back at Liam, "Whatever, man."

I walked away from them, not looking back. I want to see him right now. I know Liam knows how I feel about this. I mean I broke down and cried in front of him. Louis and Niall weren't here nearly as long as we were. I got in the elevator, pressing the button for the 2nd floor. I got there, walking down the hall till I got to the door to his room. I took a deep breath before walking in. He looked so different. It's so weird seeing him like this. It's really hard to. I felt him eyes start to water as I walked towards his bed. I grabbed a chair, pulling it over. I grabbed his hand as I sat down. I really hate seeing him like this. He shouldn't be hurt right now. They should have just done this to me. I pulled his hand up, softly kissing it, "I love you, Harry. I can't be without you, babe. I really need to tell you something too. It's going to change the rest of our life's forever."

I'm sure he can't hear me. I don't care though. I really needed to get it out. I started to cry a little harder looking at him. He's so broken right now. He wouldn't be if I would have just agreed to go back with Adam. He could be happy and living his life like he was before. He would be so broken, laying in a hospital bed. I left another kiss on the back of his hand, lightly squeezing it. I really hope he wakes up soon. I really can't be without him. I really don't want to go back home. I don't think I can sleep without him. I haven't had to since we got together except for one night. That's been months. I do remember it was a rough night. I just wanted him the entire night. Maybe there's a way I can stay here with him. I don't want to be at home without him.

After sitting in there with him by myself for a little bit I heard the door open. I looked over and saw Liam. He asked, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head, "It's hard seeing him like this."

"I get it. You should go relax. The doctor even said he won't be awake till at least tomorrow."

"I know. I really don't want to leave him tonight though. I was going to go see if I could stay here with him."

He nodded, "I'll stay in here with him if you want to go ask."

I left another soft kiss on the back on Harry's hand before laying it back down on his bed. I got up, walking out of the room. I walked down the hall towards where I saw the nurse's station. A few of them were standing there talking. The one that came and got us from the waiting room looked up, "Can I help you with anything?"

I nodded, "Is there anyway I can stay here tonight with him?"

She nodded, "That's fine. Would you like me to grab an extra blanket and pillow for you?"

I nodded, "Thank you."

She smiled, "It's no problem."

I walked back to his room to find Liam sitting in the chair. He looked over, "Are they letting you stay?"