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Chapter 16

Ashlyn's POV 

It was nice being with Harry last night. He didn't really push me moving in with him anymore. I haven't really had time to think about it all anyway. Maybe I just need some more time. I don't want to keep him waiting too long. I would feel bad if I did. I have to admit though it's nice being here with him. A part of me doesn't want to move out but a part of me says it's too soon. Should that even matter if it's what I want? I don't know. I guess I can talk to Kate about it. I asked her to come in. I hope she wants to work full time at the studio now. Especially since I don't really have to hide there anymore and I can spend time focusing on other things. I don't always want to have to be there. I love dance but I have enough going on.

I woke up to Harry kissing my neck then up my jaw line to my cheek. I can't help but smile waking up like this. I love it. I should just move in if this is how he'll wake me up. I rolled over so that I was looking at him. He smiled, "Good morning, beautiful."

I smiled, "Good morning."

He moved some of my hair, "We can finally be open at dance."

"I know. I'm kind of scared to know how Sam is going to take it."

"Well if he doesn't like it he can get over it. I'm not going to let him say anything bad about us. I know it would hurt you."

"I'll be fine. It wouldn't be the first time it's happened."

He softly pecked my lips, "You don't need to be hurt anymore. You've had enough to deal with."

It's still so weird for me to hear anything like this. I'm just so used to being hurt. It's doesn't faze me too much anymore. Things are different now. I need time to get used to that. I wrapped my arms around him, "I just need to get used to not being hurt anymore."

"I'm not going to hurt you. At least not on purpose."

I can't help but smile a little bit hearing that, "Thank you."

He didn't say anything. He just gently pressed his lips against mine. I just want to be able to be with him like this for a day. I'm sure we'll eventually get to that. We just have other things to do. All this stuff just makes me want to quit the dance competition. I don't need the money anymore. I don't want to take that away from Harry though. I guess we can always talk about it all later. He pulled away from our kiss sooner than I wanted him to. He smiled a little bit, "After you get done teacher your class later I was thinking we could come back here and I could order some takeout and tell you whatever you want to know about me."

"Are you sure?"

He nodded, "It would be nice to finally be able to tell someone about it."

I softly pecked his lips, "Let's get ready, babe."

I noticed him smile a little bit as I moved out of bed. I just hope today goes well. I have a feeling that it will. I just don't know how Sam is going to take finding out about us. I mean I don't want to hide us. I know Harry doesn't either. 

He intertwined our fingers as he drove towards the studio. He seems very clam about this. He did want me to leave Adam sooner than I did so we wouldn't have to hide. I feel a little bad that I didn't but I know Adam would have went crazy and try to find me. I knew when him and I would finally end things he would have to agree. I'm happy he finally did. I needed away from him. I couldn't take his shit anymore. 

He pulled into the studio parking lot and I saw that Sam wasn't there yet. I'm sure we don't have long till he is. He's usually early. He intertwined our fingers as we walked up to the door. I unlocked the door for us before I lead the way down the hall to my office. He set my bag down before moving his hands to my hips, pulling me closer to him. He lent down, softly pressing his lips against mine. I can't help but smile a little bit before wrapping my arms around him. Honestly I love the way he just kisses me like this. It used to make me upset every time Adam did it. It's all different with Harry though. He's always so gentle. Almost like he doesn't want to hurt me. I glad he doesn't. I heard the front door close. Honestly I'm a little nervous about Sam finding out. It's going to happen at some point anyway. We might as well get this over with. He pulled away from our kiss, "We need to go in there, love."