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Chapter 40

Harry's POV

I can't help but smile waking up to Ashlyn in my arms. I love waking up every morning with her like this. I don't ever want to wake up another way. I know now that I don't really have to worry about it. I can't help but notice the ring on her finger. It looks right being there. I never thought I would put a ring on anyone's finger. It all changed with her. I know we're both still young. I don't care though. She's all that I want. I really don't want to leave for practice today. That means leaving her here alone. I need to go though. I now she's going to understand. She's so understanding about everything. I'm sure any other girl wouldn't be. I lent down, gently pressing my lips against her's. It didn't take very long to feel her lips start to move with mine. I can't help but smile a little bit. I love this feeling of being with her. I never want to give it up. I don't really ever have to. She's all that I ever want. I'm sure that's never going to change. I pulled away before either of us wanted me to. I know if I didn't I would just stay here instead of going to practice. I really need to go though. Especially since I missed 4 practices to be with her. I heard shit for it but I really don't care. She deserves my attention. More of it than what she gets now. I smiled, moving some of her hair, "Good morning, beautiful."

She smiled, "Good morning, babe."

I reached down, intertwining our fingers, "How does it feel waking up an engaged women?"

She smiled even bigger, if that was even possible, "It feels amazing. How do you feel about it, babe?"

"I'm loving every minute of it."

She giggled, "I love you."

I softly pecked her lips, "I love you."

It's so nice hearing her say that. I never really got to hear it before her. I only want to hear her say it to me though. I do love her like crazy. I squeezed her hand, "I really don't want to go to practice today."

"You're going, babe."

I chuckled a little bit, "Are you going to make me?"

She nodded, "You really should go. You've missed enough as it is."

I'm sure any other girl would have been selfish and told me to stay here. She's not like them though. I can't compare her to anyone else anymore. She's just amazing. "I guess I need to get up."

She squeezed my hand, "Can I have another kiss first?"

I can't help but smile before gently pressing my lips against her's. I pulled my hand away from her's, cupping her cheek in it. I really don't want to pull away anytime soon. I have to though. I need to go. I know she won't let me stay here today with her. I smiled before pulling away from the kiss, "I need to get up, love."

"I know."

I softly pecked her lips before moving out of bed. I just want to get out of here so I'm not tempted to stay anymore than I already want to. I quickly got dressed. I couldn't help but smile a little bit as I felt her looking at me. I'm fine with it though. I only want her looking at me from now on. I threw my hair up before moving back over to the bed. She was sitting up, waiting for me. I can't help but smile a little bit. I sat down on the edge next to her. I softy pecked her lips, "You're making it really hard for me to leave."

She giggled, "You should go."

I quickly kissed her again, "I love you."

She smiled, "I love you."

I pecked her lips, "I'll see you soon, love."

She nodded as I moved out of bed. I winked at her as I walked out of our room. I smiled as I heard her giggle. I love that noise. I'll never get tired of hearing it. I'm defiantly going to miss her today. I know we're only going to be apart for a little bit. I'll get to come back here and be with her. I'm not staying at the gym any longer than I need to. I just want to get back home to my beautiful fiance. Maybe I can tell the guys about yesterday. I don't know though. They hardly know anything about us. I don't tell them anything. I'm just so protective over her. I guess I should just give in and tell them something about us. I mean the only reason they know we live together now is because when Liam picked my up for the fight he told them. I should have known he would tell them. I guess they should know. I mean I get to hear about everything with them. Especially with Liam and his girlfriend. I'm never going to admit to them everything like Liam does.