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Chapter 37

Ashlyn's POV 

Finally being home with Harry last night was nice. I didn't have to worry about us running into my parents again. I'm really tired of their crap. I just love being around Harry when it's just us. We're both happier. We're both ourselves. I guess we could be like that when we're around other people too. I do like being selfish and keeping him to myself. I can't always do that though. He does have friends. I may not but I shouldn't keep him from his. I'll eventually make friends. I just enjoy spending my time with him. 

I woke up to Harry's alarm going off. I know he has to go to practice today. He hasn't been in days. I'm sure they're upset with him. I don't want that for him. He wouldn't listen to me though when I told him it was alright to go. I would be fine. He wouldn't hear it though. I don't blame him though. I am happy he was with me. I rolled over so I was looking at him as he turned it off. He smiled as he moved closer to me, wrapping his arms back around me. He softly pecked my lips, "Good morning, love."

I can't help but smile, "I love you."

He didn't say anything before he softly pressed his lips against mine. He's always so gentle with me. I'm happy that he is. I wouldn't want it any other way. I moved a little closer to him, cupping his cheek in my hand. I really don't want him to pull away anytime soon. I know he needs to leave soon though. I don't want him being in even more trouble than he was before. I pulled away but either of us wanted me to. I smiled a little bit, "I really don't want to be the reason your late."

"I really don't care if I'm late. I love laying here with you."

I wrapped a leg around his waist, moving some of his hair. He lent his head down against mine, "I've been thinking about something for a little bit. Honestly now I really want to know."

I can't help but look at him confused, "What is it?"

I'm really curious to know now. I noticed a slight smirk start to play on his lips, "When we first got together you said you didn't enjoy sex for awhile. So I'm assuming you weren't having orgasms."

I can't help but laugh a little bit, "I didn't enjoy it for three years and you're also assuming right."

"There's no way you went three years without one. I'm curious to know how you were getting them."

I felt my face start to flush. I can't help it. No one has ever asked me this. I can't believe he wants to know. I just assumed that he didn't want to. I know he's going to find out at some point anyway. "Well after a few months of it I went and bought a vibrator."

He smirked, "Really?"

I nodded, hiding my face into his chest. I can't believe I just told him that. I never admitted that to anymore before. I guess I could admit it to him. I'm sure he was going to find out at some point anyway. He kissed the top of my head, "It's really nothing to be embarrassed about. Lots of people buy them."

I know he's right. I finally looked up at him. He softly pecked my lips, "It's kind of hot knowing you have one."

"I haven't used it since we've been together though."

He smiled, "I would hope not. I want to see it."

I can't help but look at him like he's crazy, "You're so weird."

He laughed, "Please."

"I don't have it here. I couldn't keep it at Adam's. He would have found it."

"Where is it?"

I moved his hair again, "In my office at the studio."

He pecked my lips, "I can't believe you used it there."