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Chapter 11

Ashlyn's POV 

I finally went home last night. I expected to come home and find Adam mad but he wasn't even there. I was happy about it. Especially since I can't help but think about things with Harry. I know it's all early but I can't help it. I noticed him text me a few times through the night but I didn't open them. I just distracted myself from it. I still couldn't stop thinking about us though. I need to figure this all out.

I woke up to find that Adam still wasn't in bed. I'm happy that he isn't. I'm happy whenever I don't have to wake up to him. I just have a feeling that's not going to last much longer. He does this sometimes. He doesn't come home then he's around for a little bit before he leaves again. I'm sure he's out hooking up with girls. I'm fine with it. It saves me from having sex with him. He wants sex like a teenage boy. Maybe even more than a teenage boy. I don't even want to think about it anymore. I quickly got dressed before grabbing my bag, walking out to my car. 

It didn't take very long to get to the studio. As I pulled into the parking lot when I saw Harry's car already sitting there. A part of me knew he would already be here. Probably because I didn't really answer him yesterday after he dropped me off here. I walked up to the door, unlocking it when I heard his car door close. I know we still have a little bit before Sam will be here. I came here a little early on purpose though. I walked down the hall to my office, setting my bag down when Harry walked in. He walked over softly pecking my lips, "Good morning, beautiful."

"Good morning."

He mumbled, "You didn't answer me last night."

"I'm sorry."

He looked really confused, "Is something going on? Is everything okay?"

"Everything is fine. I just want to talk to you about something."

He nodded, "What is it?"

Before I could say anything I heard a car door shut. I know it's Sam. He softly pecked my lips, "We can talk about it later."

I nodded as he walked out to the studio. I grabbed us each a bottle of water before walking in. I just hope this practice goes by fast. I want to talk to Harry. I don't want to keep this away from him. 

As soon as practice was over Sam started to talking to Harry. I walked out to my office. I started to pick up my bag when Harry walked in. He asked, "Do you want to talk at my house?"

I nodded, "That's fine."

He reached over, intertwining our fingers, "Do you want to ride with me?"

I nodded, moving closer to him as we walked out. I locked the door before walking to his car. We both stayed quiet as he drove. It wasn't awkward. I can tell he's a little nervous though. Honestly so am I. I've never really had to do anything like this before either. It wasn't very long till we got to his house. He grabbed my hand as we walked inside. He lead the way to his living room. I moved so I was sitting on the couch by him and so that I was facing him. He intertwined our fingers again, "What are you wanting to talk to me about?"

"Us."

He nodded, "What about it?"

"What exactly is going on here? I don't want to waste my time. I already have enough going on and I really don't want to be hurt anymore than I am."

He looked at me a little confused, "You think I'm trying to waste your time?"

I shook my head, "I don't know. I just want to know if this is even going to go anywhere."

I noticed him smile a little bit, "I've never done this relationship thing. Honestly it scares the shit out of me. I do want to try it with you."

"Honestly I don't really know how relationships are supposed to work either."