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Chapter 5

Ashlyn's POV 

When I got home Adam was already gone. I'm glad he was. I couldn't help but keep thinking about that kiss with Harry. I got everything done that I needed to around the house but that only distracted me from it all for a little bit. It didn't work very well though. I really did enjoy that kiss. It shouldn't have happened though. Maybe we can both just forget it happened and hope Adam doesn't find out. I know he'll flip out on me if he does.

I ended up waking up to Adam getting into our bed. I know I need to leave soon anyway. I want to just get up without saying anything but I know he won't let me do that. I rolled over and looked at him. I noticed him smirk before moving closer to me. He roughly gripped my hip, holding me to him. He looks tired. Maybe he'll leave me alone today and not blow up my phone. He tends to do that sometimes. It's annoying and I don't answer most of the time. I know that makes him mad but I'd rather deal with him being mad for a little bit than have to talk to him all day. He didn't say anything, surprisingly. He just roughly pressed his lips against mine. I'm not really surprised. I just want it to end. It feels so different than the kiss I had with Harry. I really shouldn't be thinking about that right now. I should just pretend that it never happened. I just have a feeling that he's going to bring it up later. I just hope that it's not in front of Sam. I don't know if Sam will bring it up to Adam or not. I mean I don't really want anyone knowing. There's not really anyone else that needs to know especially them. I'm not even sure if Sam will even care. 

I pulled away form the kiss, "I need to get up."

"Stay here."

"I can't."

He rolled his eyes, "I don't care. I need you."

"Adam, we just had sex yesterday and I really need to go"

"Get out then."

It's hard holding in the fact that I want to roll my eyes. He's such an asshole. I know if I roll my eyes he'll just hit me before I leave. I really don't feel like having to hide a mark that he would leave if I did. I quietly got out of bed. I felt him looking at me as I walked into our closet. I just want to change and get out of here. I hate being here when he is. He just makes me so unhappy. I can't wait to get away from him. I still have a little bit longer and I'll have enough money to make sure that I can.

I quickly got ready before grabbing my bag and walking out of our room. He didn't say anything. I'm kind of happy that he didn't. I'm sure if he did it would be something rude and I really don't want to hear it right now. I have enough going on. Well not really but I can't stop thinking about yesterday no matter how hard I try not to. I hope it's not this bad when I'm around him. 

It didn't take me very long to get to the studio. I couldn't help but let out a sigh when I saw Harry's car already sitting there. I don't want to deal with this right now. I know I'll have to at some point. Just hopefully not today. I got out, grabbing my dance bag out of the back. I couldn't help but notice him start getting out of his car. I can tell he wants to talk. I found the studio key before walking over to the door. I quickly unlocked it, walking in before him. I started walking down the hall towards my office. I heard his footsteps behind me the entire time. I know he wants to talk about it otherwise he wouldn't he following me. I opened my office door before setting my bag down. I started to grab some water out of my fridge that I keep in there when he mumbled, "Can we talk?"

I knew this was coming as much as I didn't want it to. I turned around, "This isn't the place to. Sam is going to be here any minute now."

He nodded, "Okay, how about after our practice?"

"I have a couple classes to teach."

I noticed him start to say something but stopped when we heard studio door close. I know Sam's here. I'm sure he doesn't want Sam to know anything either. He sighed before walking out of my office. I feel a little bad. I just hope this all doesn't affect dance today. It shouldn't.