A New Turn (A Synyster Gates FanFiction)

Chapter 18

Alex's POV

"Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the stars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now ?

"Okay Alex that was good !" Wayne said.

"Thanks," I smiled. I looked around and saw Brian smiling and behind him was Kyle. He was looking at the whole time we were filming.

"Okay I think we're done recording for the day. You wanna start filming now or do you wanna take a break ?"

"I wanna take a break," I replied. He nodded and left the room.

Brian needed to use the restroom for a minute and so he left too, leaving me and Kyle alone.

"So...great song," he said.

"Thanks."

"Alex, I feel like you wrote that song about me."

"No I didn't."

I backed away as he came closer.

"C'mon babe, I know you're still into me." he chuckled.

"Don't call me that.". Then he caught my hand and pulled me closer to him.

"Alex," he whispered.

I looked into his crystal blue eyes and froze.

"Gimme another chance," he whispered.

"No. I will never ever even think about giving you another shot."

"Alex its so clear to see that that song is about me !"

"Its not ! Now fuck off. I don't you anywhere near me."

"Alex, I've changed." he said as he held my hands. "And I'm trying really hard to show you that. I know what I did to you in the past was wrong. And I promise I won't do it again. Just please leave Brian and come back to me."

Brian's POV

Why the fuck was he near my girl ? How many times do I have to warn him? Even though I felt like going there and beating the living shit out of him, I quietly stood there to see what Alex would say.

"....And I promise I won't do it again. Just please leave Brian and come back to me."

What was she gonna say ?

Kyle was getting closer to her and Alex kept pushing him away.

"Brian's the best thing that's ever happened to me. You can apologize all you want. But I will never leave Brian for you." she said. That made me smile.

"What does he have that I don't ?" he asked.

"A heart." she replied. "Brian would never hurt anyone. Moreover he appreciates things while he has it and doesn't take advantage of it."

"What the fuck do you even see in him?!" he yelled.

"Two things you failed to show me: Love and respect. And that's pretty much all I need from a guy. I don't need his money or anything else."

This is where I step in.

"I thought I told you to stay away from her."

Alex made her way towards me and smiled.

"I want her back." he said.

Alex and I burst out into laughter.

"Well too bad, little bitch. You're not getting her. You had your chance with her. You had two whole years with her and you treated her like shit. I'm not gonna let her go to some abusive douche bag. Stop trying."

Wayne walked in and told us that we should start filming now.

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I unlocked the door and carried Alex through. She was so tired that she fell asleep on the way home. I carried her upstairs and laid her down on the bed.

As I was pulling the blanket over her, her phone started vibrating. It was an email. I looked at her and saw her still sleeping. I walked outside the room with her phone. I really wanted to check it. And curiosity got to the better of me which caused me to read it.

What I was reading made my jaw drop open.

Wow...

Didn't see that coming.