On One Faithful Night

Chapter 15

"Who are you?"

My heart dropped to my stomach. There's no way.. "Y-you don't remember me?" I choked on my words and he shook his head. A tear slipped down as I stared at him.

"(F/n), I'm so-" jack started but stopped when I looked at him. Tears streamed down my face as I ran out of the room, out of the hospital and onto the sidewalk. All I knew was pain and hurt. Regret and worry and sadness and nothing but it. I looked up at the sky. I never beloved in god, but if there was one, he's a dick.

I pulled out my phone, calling (b/n). "Hey, (b/n) I coming to your place for awhile ok? I can't be here." I hung up not feeling like talking and got into my car. I constantly had to wipe off my tears as I drove. This is misery.

(Justin P.O.V)
(F/n) ran out of the hospital crying. I really felt bad for her, after everything that had happened in her past and now having to deal with the one she loves not remember her. "Who was she?" Kellin asked and I sighed.

"That's your girlfriend," jack said, crossing his arms and looking at me with a sad glance.

"Do I love her?" It went silent in the room. I coughed awkwardly.

"Yea, a lot man," gabe said, and everyone agreed. "Since you first met her you were head over heels for her," gabe added and kellin put his lips in a tight line.

"I wish I could remember her, she's pretty." I tugged at my hair, pacing the room and wondering where (f/n) left to.

(Your P.O.V)
I pulled up after a few hours of driving to (b/n)'s house. I got out of the car, with a bag of my stuff and knocked on the door. I was a mess, my hair was all over the place from me pulling at it in anger, my eyeliner and mascara bled down to my chin, and I was still crying. "What the hell happened?" (B/n) asked as I walked inside.

I sat on the couch, sobbing into my hands. (B/n) pulled me close, letting me cry. "K-kellin h-he" I choked and wiped my eyes, "h-he got in an accident and lost some memory, including the memory of me!" I exclaimed, sobbing into (b/n)'s shoulder.

"Oh my goodness.. Its alright (f/n), you'll be ok.." He cooed as I wept. "How about you go take a nice long shower, and I'll make a bed for you in the spare?" I nodded and smiled sadly, and went upstairs with a change of clothes.

I took a hot shower, singing softly to the words of 'I'm not okay'. I wrapped a towel around my body, looking in the mirror and slowly brushing my hair. I set down the brush, slipping on a change of clothes and looking in the mirror one last time. I sighed, opening the bathroom door. "Here's your room, you can stay here as long as you'd like,"

I nodded and he ruffled my hair, going back to the living room. I went into my room, looking around and sitting on the bed. I picked up my guitar, looking down at it sadly. The memory of kellin and I haunted me and the guitar. But, I have to move on. At last he remembers his band.

(3 weeks later)
I had finally finished. I wrapped a black bow around the CD case, smiling. My brain told me I had started to move on, but my heart ached for kellin. I had decided to make a CD with covers of all of their songs, including the song I had written for (b/n), which I named 'my immortal'.

I put on a pair of combat boots, going to the kitchen where (b/n) was making lunch. "I'll be back soon," I said and he nodded, smiling as I closed the door. I breathed in the crisp air, sighing as I looked around. Right now, kellin was in his home town, so I began to drive there.

After half an hour of driving I pulled up to their house, sighing as I closed the car door. I made my way up the steps, ringing the doorbell. The door opened and there stood nick. His eyes widened as he saw me. "(F-f/n)!" I smiled, walking in.

Jack and gabe jumped off the couch, giving me huge hugs while kellin sat there confused. "Hey Justin," I waved at him since he was in their practice room and I walked up to kellin, my boots stomping across the floor. "Hey kel," I said, trying not to cry when I said his nickname.

"Hi," he returned with a confused smile and I sighed, bending down to his level.

"Kellin, I know you don't remember me, but I'm (f/n), your girlfriend. We met not to long ago when my parents kicked me out, and you helped me by taking care of me in the tour bus. You don't remember any of that, but I love you, ok? More than you know." I wiped away a tear, sadly smiling at him.

"I learned that I have to move on. I will give you one thing that might spike your memory,so here. Please listen to it as soon as you can," kellin nodded and I kissed his cheek, savoring it while I could.

"Bye everyone, thanks for always being there," I waved and closed the door shut, breathing a sigh of relief. My heart aches for having to say goodbye, but its what I have to do.

I'll miss his smile, the way his eyes glistened when he looked at me, his voice calling me flower, all of it. Every kiss on the forehead, every late night make out session, every cuddle and movie watched together I will miss. But what will I miss most? I started my car, looking at the house one last time.

Us.