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I got home and saw that the boys were already sleeping except of Toby.

Me: Fuck you scared the shit out of me
He started laughing

I sat next to him.

Me: So why are you still awake
Toby: I wanted to make sure that you arrived home safely
Me: Aww thats why your my favorite
Toby: You have a lot of favorites huh?
Me: But your in the top 5
Toby: How do i get into the top 3? Do i have to fuck you like marcus?

I just gave him a shocked look and walked into my room.

Toby: Adisa i was just joking open the door

I ignored him

Toby: Come on Adii please

I could see him doing the puppy eyes through the door so i opened it.

Toby: Finally

He walked in and and set on my bed

Toby: So how was it?
Me: How was what?

I went into the bathroom and started my skincare

Toby: The talk with the cry baby
Me: Oh this dude. I hate him. I mean he's so childish you can't even have a normal conversation with him without him calling you a bitch or a hoe.
Toby: Maybe it's because you fucked one of his best friends?
Me: So your on his side now? Why does everyone care that Marcus and i fucked i mean we did okey but we decided to stay friends so move on.

Toby: I don't know on which side i am but maybe..
Me: Maybe what? Huh? I hurt his feelings. I hope i did so he can feel what i was feeling the hole time. I mean the night i saw him with Tirana was the .. was the..
I can't even describe how horrible it was for me and now that i moved on for once and fucked someone i really trust, he starts to make a scene and play the victim. Like come on bro. Do i act like that when he is fucking a new girl every night. No i don't  so he needs to get his shit together and let me live my life with out him. I know that i got jealous and we fucked because of that but that doesn't mean that he can play a round and i will always be his second option. I deserve better Toby. I really do. Fucking Marcus wasn't the best. I mean it was really really really good and all but we risked our friendship for sex. I mean i don't regret but
Toby: Come to your point please.
Me: Sorry. But i realized that i don't have to wait for someone that will need time to realize what he did wrong and how he has to talk respectfully with a women. So if the universe wants us to get back together it will happen but for now i need some space from that dickhead.
Toby: Am so proud of you and your right. You need to live your own life without thinking about what jude is doing and marcus was your first step. Even though you made some people jealous with it. But still you know your worth and thats on period.

I started laughing myself ass of and saw how toby was just smiling .

Me: What would i just do without you.
He hugged me.
Toby: Probably cry every day.

We let each other go

Me: So when did he tell y'all
,, Who said what when?" Toby said before changing into some comfy clothes from Jude.
Me: Marcus about yk what
Toby: Oh mmmhh..
Me: Tell me please
Toby: Okey okey. when you left he told us about it but we had to promise to not to tell you or jude.
Me: And you couldn't shut your mouth like always.
Toby: Fuck you. But how does Jude know?
Me: He saw us.
Toby: Shit
Me: Anyways lets move on live life laugh man.
Toby: Shut up.
Me: Toby. Can you stay here with me.
Toby: Why?
Me: Because i'm high and you know me when am hight.
Toby: Alright but move a little
Me: Are you calling me fat right now?