Markhyuck- How I love you

Chapter twenty two

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- Mark, wake up
- Mmm
- Come on
- Leave me alone Junnie. I'm still sleepy
- ...
- ...
- Mark
- I'm awake
He straightened up on the bed and sat there for a few seconds.
- You called me Junnie...
- Hmm?
- No, nothing
- I'm tired
- You're going to be late
- Yeah, I'll hurry. Don't worry
- I'll make you something to eat
- Don't bother
- ...
- I'll eat at work
- Okay...
Mark got up from the bed and went to shower. Haechan was pensive. Ever since he'd come back, everything had been different. Mark was always elsewhere and he didn't really seem to want to spend much time with him. He would come home late from work and would go straight to sleep. He thought about talking to him, but didn't dare. After all, he'd caused all this and it was all his fault. He couldn't blame anyone else.
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Some time later, Mark was ready to leave.
- Don't expect me for dinner, I'll be back late
- Going somewhere?
- I'll just be late
- Hmmm
- Take care of yourself and don't forget to eat
- I will
And off he went.
- Why are you like this, thought Haechan, I'm so sorry...
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*knock knock *
- yes I'm coming, not so loud
*knock knock *
- I'm here, I'm here
Renjun opened the door and gasped. The next second he tried to close it again
- Junnie wait
- I don't want to talk to you
- Please listen to me
- Go away, I don't want this anymore
- I'll stand here all day if you don't let me in
- Hmmm, come in
- Thank you
Mark entered the house, followed by Renjun.
- Are you alone?
- Why do you want to know?
- Come on, let's go to your room
- What for?
- I want to talk to you
- We can talk here
Mark pulled him by the arm and dragged him down the stairs. He headed for Renjun's room, entered it, still dragging him by the arm, then let him into the room and closed the door.
- you're shaking
- You're scaring me
Mark moved closer to him and pushed him onto the bed, then stood over him.
- Mark... what are you doing?
- I missed you so much Junnie
- ...
Mark suddenly hugged him and put his lips on his forehead.
- I'm so sorry
Tears began to well up in Renjun's eyes. He began to weep uncontrollably as he clung to Mark.
Mark held him tighter, trying to calm and reassure him. Renjun looked up at him, his eyes full of tears. Mark felt his heart clench. He pushed Renjun back onto the bed and began to take off his clothes, then got back on top of him, began to kiss him, then pressed his lower part against him and entered him. Renjun let out a moan that was immediately silenced. Mark was inside him.
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- wake up Mark
- ....
- come on
- Junnie, leave me alone
- Why are you here?
Mark straightened up hastily
- Junnie I...
- No, please stop playing with me, you're just hurting me, don't you care about me anymore?
- This really isn't what it looks like
- Then what is it? What don't I understand?
- I'm so lost
- ...
- I know I have feelings for you
- And you have feelings for Haechan too ...
- I don't know anymore, I'm not sure of anything
- I don't want to suffer. I love you so much and I've always loved you, and I thought there was something but the truth is you didn't promise me anything, I got the wrong idea and I'm paying for it
- Junnie don't say that, you mean so much to me
- ...
- Junnie, I...
- Please go away
Renjun got up from the bed and went to open the door.
- I don't want to make you choose, I'd never do that, I love you too much for that. But please don't make me suffer any longer
Mark got up, went over to Renjun and pulled him by the arm. They went back to the bed, Mark sat down and sat Renjun on his lap, then tucked his head against his chest and held him close.
- I feel like I've never seen anything before, everything's becoming so clear
- What are you talking about?" asked Renjun, trying to pull himself away from him
- I love you, Junnie, and I want to be with you
- You've already hurt me, don't do the same to Haechan
- Junnie
- Leave me Mark
He got up from his lap and left the room. Mark got up and left the room too. He went down to the living room but Renjun wasn't there. He looked down and sighed, then left the house.
______11am
- you're late today son
- I've been busy
- Anyway, I left some files in your office I need you to analyze them
- alright
- Have them back to me by 3pm
- Okay
Mark fell back in his chair, thinking. What have I gotten myself into? What am I going to do? And Johnny won't even talk to me...
- I'm going to call him and hope he answers.
Beep...beep...
- of course he's ignoring me, at least he didn't block me
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Hours later, Mark decided to call Renjun. He felt he missed him and wanted to be with him, even if he Renjun didn't want to.
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- Junie
- What do you want now?
- Why is it like this between us now?
Mark heard someone talking behind Renjun
- who was that?
- It doesn't concern you
- who is it with you?
- Mark this doesn't concern you
- Are you home?
Beep...beep
Renjun had hung up the call.
- damn!
Mark rose abruptly from his chair, furious and feeling the anger rising inside him. He walked in circles in his office, then suddenly left and went into his father's.
- I'm done for the day, I've got to go
- But why do you look so agitated?
- Nothing dad, I just have to go now
- You're a responsible adult, you can't just leave your work undone like that and...
- Dad, please, I'll finish early tomorrow morning
His father didn't have time to reply as Mark hurried out of the office and headed for Renjun's house.
- knock knock
- ...
- Open immediately!
- ...
- Will you open this door??
Mark realized there was no one in the house. He gave the door a sharp knock and left.

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