Innocence

~Chapter Thirty-Two~

PVRIS - Only Love (goes good for Innocence's love life... between her and Angel, perhaps?)

"Yo. Wake up."

A voice whispered and I groaned. Who the hell wants me to wake up? What is with people and waking me up? Seriously. It's not like I can't wake up myself. Can't they just wait until I do? It's starting to piss me off lately...

"C'mon, Inn. Gotta get you back to your place." I recognized this voice as Ginny's. Which made me remember everything that happened last night.

After going to John's and having that little conversation I had (more like letting it all out on him) with Ken, he asked me if I had eaten anything. We had gone to the bar and asked if there was anything to eat, but the two headed man just slammed a jar of eyes and worms in front of us and that totally closed my stomach from any hunger.. I remember Ken laughed at my expression when I was about to puke. So he offered me (and my friends) to go to this fast food restaurant right across the club. I had asked Ginny before coming to any conclusions since I didn't trust him yet (who to trust in this moment of my life anyway?) and she had agreed. So we all went to Jake's and ate some huge ass burgers with everything in them and a huge ass coke. I skipped the blood just for tonight because I was starving more than feeling thirsty. But well...

After that we just walked around town until it was five in the morning and I felt kind of tired. I really didn't want to leave Ken, since, I don't know, sort of got attached to him and I guess there was a lot of catching up to do. Plus after he left us in Ginny's I felt so alone and such a longing sensation... But I just shook it off as Ginny started teasing me. So I just went back inside and we hung out on her room.

Ginny had asked me about him. And that's when I remembered these guys didn't know anything about me and my past. I wanted to explain, but something told me to keep it to myself. I guess being with the guys didn't made me feel like an outcast. I felt like the old Innocence. I didn't remember anything about which was my real life or whatever the hell was happening in my life. It was just me living what should be called a normal life. A normal teenager's life. We talked about boys and heard Jake and Abel complain about it. We just told them to fuck off and ended up laughing. Then we had a pillow fight and just caught up on things. It was so good... I felt at peace. I felt happy.

I felt like if I didn't want the night to end. I didn't. Because it felt like a dream; and unlike my other dreams, I didn't want this dream to end. But well, nothing good lasts forever in this life...

"What time is it?" I asked as I yawned and stretched. A low growl emerged from my throat and Ginny and I stared at each other with wide eyes. Woah.. where did that came from?

"I'll tell you the time, just don't eat me, okay?" Ginny said jokingly and we laughed. "It's 5:00pm. Your mom called to know if you had stayed her. Mom told me when I woke up to take a dump."

I giggled when she said that and she let out a feline yawn. So delicate yet so fierce, my dear friend. While I was so fierce and beastly... ah, contrasting best friends. She's a cat and I'm a wolf. That's amazing, right?

"Yeah, so, get ready and wash that dirty dog mouth of yours." She said and I rolled my eyes. I looked around the room and smiled.

Abel was sleeping in a corner with his strong arms crossed over his chest, while Jake was cuddling to a pillow with his shaggy hair all over his face. Then Sophie was on the other corner sleeping in an extra coffin Ginny made her parents build in her room, just for Sophie. You can say we had been friends since forever. Or well, I had been friends with them since elementary. But they had been friends for a longer time.

"Would you believe me if I said I wanted to stay here forever?" I asked Ginny and looked at her. She shrugged, not knowing my struggle.

"But you are staying here forever." She said and then thought about it. "Or well, until you graduate from college, I guess." She played with her whiskers and gave me a curious look. "Why do you say that?"