Dark Poems Of A Sad Mind

I am

I am loved but heartbroken
I smile through my sorrows
I cry in the open
And mask it all as a joke

I am hurt and broken
My smiles are untruthful
I laugh but not truly
I'm a mess, that I know

I am tired of living
I'm knee deep and sinking
In the pool of regret
That came from my river of tears

I'm spiralling downwards
Mentally, I'm a coward
I run from my problems
That's why they're here to stay

I lie but I'm truthful
I don't think I am useful
I hate that I'm a loose screw
What to do, I don't know

I am loved, I am hurt
I am tired, I am cursed
I'm a coward, a lost cause
I am in pain, but not for long

      ~

I am Groot