see im not so great with introductions.. but know this fanfiction is full with drama.. read to find out though..
these story also contains vivid smut, swearing, and sensitive topics. readers advised.
me and ash slept through the whole night. must've been tired or just so comfortable. i woke up still in my outfit and shoes from yesterday. i groaned still kinda tired even though i slept from 4pm-10am.
"ashtray." i whisper. he groans the slightest opening his eyes.
"hey." i smile sliding my hand on his neck.
"whass good." ash nudges his head up.
" i want to talk to you. so can we once i change?"
"yeah." ash rolls over grabbing his phone. he still had one of his hands on my waist from cuddling last night. i smile. i get out of bed and head to his closet that was filled with all of my stuff. i grabbed my simple pajamas and a slick brush and a edge brush. i got to the bathroom and slide my clothes on and then my slipper sandals. i did my hair in a high ponytail, and added edges along with it.
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i head back into ash's room after brushing my teeth and he's sitting in his gaming chair on his phone facing the bed so i sit on the bed right in front of him.
"im gonna need you to focus on me for a bit." i sigh and he looks up at me with a smirk.
"you look.." ash bites his lip slightly.
"shut up okay?" i start getting annoyed with his flirtatious self.
"basically, i just wanted to apologize for the way ive treated you and i just want a fresh start with whatever that comes with, im not messing around with hayden ever again and I'm fixing shit with that maddy girl and your the last person i want to fix shit with so you can stay in my life. but ash.. i like.. i want more then a partnership it doesn't have to be now but i want that eventually... youve just always been there and i-" i got cut off with ashtray pushing me closer to him by my waist and kissing me. i placed my hands on his neck. he slipped his hands into my pants. squeezing my ass roughly. i let out a small moan and ashtray slipped his tongue into my mouth. i slid on top of ashtray sitting on his lap with my body forward. i felt his YKW i separated from the kiss and looked down. i giggled and looked back at him. ashtray smirked. fez knocked on the door and i jumped off ash busting my ass on the floor.
"AH FUCK." i groaned curling into a ball the whole room shook.
"haha, come in." ash yelled laughing his ass off. fez came in.
"what the fuck happened here bro?" fez looked at us confused.
" i got up to answer the door and he tripped me." i pant getting up.
"what she said." ash nodded hella obvious.
"well lexi wants to know if you wanna go out." fez looks at me.
"uh, no, thanks." i gulp. he was catching on. fez eyes ash down before leaving. i sigh in relief.
"count that as your forgiven." ash smirks at me.
"note taken." i threw myself on the bed. ashtray check! THANK GOD. ashtray got off the chair hovering over me. he slipped his hand into my shirt.
"ash." i smiled. was i dreaming?
"i know." ash removes his hand n leans down closer to my face. i open my mouth desperate and ready. he smirks kissing me gently. i hold onto his head allowing the kiss to last longer.
"your honestly obsessed with me." ash breathes heavily into my mouth making me feel dumb as hell. i look at him upset.
"wait- it's a good thing." ash gives me a confused look.
"ash. this isn't right is it?" i sigh looking up at him.
"im trying to make right, in my own way." ash seemed disappointed.
"with sex?" i begin to feel hurt.
"im a physical-" ash just stops. i nod hurt. i shove him up and he gets up allowing me to get up. using me for sex? crazy. i tried leaving but he grabbed onto my arm.
"hear me out, okay?" ashtray gave me these pleading eyes. i knew id be dumb.
"okay." i gave in.
"im not good at loving. ive never had a relationship just options. ive never done that nickname shit. ive never told anyone i loved them. caye. ive never kissed a girl and meant it until." ashtray lifts my face. me. until me. he was smooth. i kiss him meaning it.
"be my first everything." ashtray shoved my body into his. he was a virgin. gosh - WHY DO I THINK THIS WAY???
"ashtray." i played with his chain nervously..
"ma." ashtray smirked. no way-
"yes ill be your first everything okay?" i kiss him gently.
"thank you." he smiles.
"of course." i nod and leave the room happy as ever. he's the one. i know it. i always have.
