Don't do it again

15

One year later

I shut the light out in raelynns room and walk to the living room and flip on the TV then flop on the couch it's been hard sleeping without Destiny please it's been hard doing anything I have ro teach Ashlynn how to drive Shor joined the hockey and basketball game so I have to help him plus Ashlynn has a caring career on Disney so I have to help her with that and she wants to sing and learn how to play guitar and she's dating Nick AND he lives with Rocky because he doesn't have a home I want to sing again and make music or act but I can't the worst is Raelynn she follows me everywhere she took the news hard about Destiny she won't do anything without me but I can't resist her she smiles and says daddy in a cute little voice and I break that's why I need Destiny she can resist it but the most terrible thing is there is a baby growing in Destiny they hooked up a feeding tube so it could live the doctor said it wouldn't work because it would grow very slow but it seems to be working so I guess I will have another one to deal with and its a girl ugh I look up at the TV and here little footsteps I look over and Raelynn was standing there clutching her teddy bear in her pajamas she looked at me with puppy dog eyes then she stuck out her bottom lip "daddy" I smiled and held out my arms she ran over to me and I pick her up and lay her in me she lays her head on my chest and closes her eyes I rub her back to get her to fall asleep but it wasn't quite working she turned and looked up at me "daddy" I layed my head back "what" she thought for a moment "maybe mommy needs true loves kiss to wake up" I narrowed my eyes "what do you mean" she sat up "maybe you need to kiss mommy so she can wake up" I put my arms around her and layed her back down "Rae you gotta stop mommy will be fine don't worry about it" she smiled "ok daddy I believe you you would never lie to me you love me" she looked up at me "daddy" I lifted my head back up "what" she reached her hand up and ran it through my hair "I like your hair" I narrowed my eyes "that was random" she giggled "daddy will you sing to me" I smiled "oh so your trying to bribe me with compliments" she laughed "maybe" I smiled "baby girl I will always sing to you you don't have to bribe me" she giggled "I love you daddy will you sing one last dance" I nodded and she layed back down I cleared my throat loudly and she giggled then I sang to her I will always remember these moments because I could quickly lose the people I spend them with

Laura pov

I walk around destinys bed looking at her I have to visit at night because Ross won't let me in I've been here every night crying why did we do this to my little sister what is wrong with us Roxy got out in jail but I ran and i haven't done anything bad since I kind of want Destiny back I want to apologize I don't want Ross anymore I want to be a good aunt but I know when she wakes up she won't allow that so for now I will just visit I wish she knew I came every night to see her but she will never know