The New Girl || Jelsa Fanfiction

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Elsa

"Elsa." Jack's voice said. I looked at him.

"Are you still mad at me?" He asked. I didn't know what to say, I was in between yes and no.

It was silence after that. And I still haven't replied.

"I'm sorry-" He said but I cut him off.

"I know." I said.

"You still haven't answered." He whispered.

"Maybe." I said plainly in a low voice. More like a whisper.

I felt his two arms holding me tight. He gave me a back hug. I didn't know what I was feeling. It was a mix of hatred to myself that I couldn't go, happiness that he's doing this, and sadness because it wouldn't last long.

Before I know it I was already crying. Then I suddenly felt He let go which made my tears go down even more.

Disappointed again. Is there nothing else in this world than this?

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Before I could open I feel him hug me again.

Only this time He was facing me. I buried my face to his chest. Crying.

I've been crying a lot lately. Why am I doing this? I can't keep up with this!

"I hate you." I whispered.

"I know." He said.

"You jerk. Why are you doing this to me?" I asked.

"I never meant to do it. Okay? I just........ didn't know what I was doing that time." Jack said.

I don't know why but I'm still crying. It's like Ivan really stop them from falling down.

I wanted to show them I was brave but just one word from him makes me wanna cry.

"Elsa please. I really just want you to not be mad." Jack said.

I'm not mad. I can't everything stay mad at you.

This is how crazy I became because of you.

"Please." He kept begging. I didn't want to reply.

He only said He doesn't want me to get mad at him. He never said He wanted to mend the bond.

So what if I say I'm not mad anymore? Will He stay? Or leave?

But I really think I should. Besides, there is nothing between us from the start. I had no right to get jealous.

We are only friends. That means there is a gap between us. And I'm afraid that it might get bigger.

"Elsa-" He started. I didn't want this to get too long. Because if it does I might not be able to gain this courage again.

"Yes." I told him.

"What?" He asked.

"Yes, I-I'm not mad at you anymore." I said with a sigh while the tears never stopped.

And after that what I been expecting actually did happen.

He let go.

I try my best to hold back my tears. But I just couldn't.

He looked at me with a huge smile on his face, probably happy He doesn't need to shoulder me as a problem anymore.

"Hey, you still have the necklace." Jack pointed it.

He probably wants it back. Afterall this was for Elise.

"Y-yeah. I want planning on keeping it anyway. You can have it back." I said trying to take it off.