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𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟞𝟡

-나는 그들의 것, 그들의 내 꺼야-

"anything" he chuckled loudly

i was left with my jaw open at his words

anything?

his words

it made me feel like i was just given the death sentence for something i hadn't done. for something i didn't do

his words echoed in my brain

it sounded like a broken record player...

it wouldn't stop repeating that terrible word

-author's pov-

kai's words basically killed her

at least, that's what it felt like to her

anything could trigger her transformation to the goddess selene

anything

a sound, a phrase, a kiss, a mere turn of a head...

anything

he kept talking but the words meant nothing to areum now

she was left in a state where her soul had left her body and she was looking at everything and everyone, but she couldn't speak or even hear

she couldn't process anything but that one word

"anything"

"...but most likely if you transition you'll become her... you'll become my love"

this sentence brought her back to reality

"if i turn... i'll become selene?" she muttered, her facial expression was one of emotionlessness

"pretty much" he drank the last of his drink and turned to look in her direction. the same smile still on his face

"don't look so down" he put his arm around her shoulder. "when you turn, i'll be with my love again" his voice was happy and playful

as if it was all but a joke to him

areum's life was but a joke

her life didn't matter to him. he only wanted her to become selene so that he can be with his soulmate again

he's been over this a thousand times over. he has met thousands of young women and watched them turn

and this was like any other to him

he only cared about selene and seeing her again

but areum was afraid

afraid to do anything now. she was afraid to move or even breath because she could loose who she is because of one small action

anything

one small gesture and she could loose who she is

she could lose the thirteen boys she loves so dearly

she could lose seungcheol, soonyoung, mingyu, jihoon, joshua, seungkwan...

all of them

that's what she was most afraid of