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𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟜𝟠

-나는 그들의 것, 그들은 내 꺼야-

the next morning i woke up to the sound of my alarm again. it was wednesday so we were in the smack middle of the week, it made me want to cry. i don't want to go to school

but nonetheless i got up and did my morning routine, still thinking about what had happened last night. how the guys were going to punish kook for something that happened four or five years previous

it hurt that i told vernon our secret and he's going to be punished for it. he's going to be angry with me...

i was still a bit mad at vernon for saying it to the others, but i somewhat understood what he was thinking, they just want to protect me. but it happened years ago and i was fine the entire time, he protected me when the other guys lost control of their blood-lust he took me right out of the building

jungkook has always been an important person in my life, i lost touch with him when i left to live in paris but i often thought about him. how he genuinely cared for me and protected me, sure he was paid to do it but it felt like it wasn't just a job for him after a certain point

when i turned seven or eight is when i met him, before that i didn't really know he existed, sure i saw him far away but i didn't know he was there to protect me. i met him when a girl tried to hit me, he was there for me. sometimes i would go crying to him when something bad happened and he would comfort me. he's an important person to me

i went downstairs to find mingyu in the kitchen. last night i fell asleep in vernon's arms and i somehow woke up in my bed, this had happened many times before since i almost never actually fall asleep in my bed. when the nightmares started i realized slept a bit better when it was beside one of them, if i wasn't with them i would sometimes wake up in a cold sweat or sometimes even screaming

i no longer dream. sleeping almost feels like a torture, like i did something bad to deserve all these sleepless nights. it was alway relentless nightmares. almost every night

"is he okay?" i whispered, entering through the door frame, he looked up for a brief moment, "he's fine don't worry, we just spoke to him and gave him a warning" he put down my plate of food, signaling for me to eat

"how did his friends take it?" i whispered looking down at the food, i was referring to namjoon and jin and his other friends, he sighed for a moment before answering, "they understood. areum, we're very old vampires. we're respected in the vampire community, so they understood. which also means jungkook has to take our warning seriously" he went to the sink to wash the dishes

i just sat there not too entertained by the food in front of me, my guilt not allowing me to eat

i hope he's really okay...

the water from the sink stopped running, creating complete silence in the kitchen. i felt a presence behind me, he was warm and it felt like he was towering over me

it was mingyu, i don't know how but i could just tell

he wrapped his hands around my waist, back hugging me and whispering, "happy 18th birthday"

🌷

i went to school with mingyu and wonwoo again, and again there was a comfortable silence with the radio creating a calm atmosphere