The move on process

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"I will give you heart"
"Dahyun? " jeongyeon said frowning.

Everyone is now looking at dahyun. Dahyun looked messy. She had dark circles under her eyes. She looked like she has been crying for hours. Her eyes were red. Hair was messy. It was like she was about to collapse anytime soon. She had no emotions on her face.

Momo who heard what dahyun said stood up from her seat. Tears were falling down cheeks. She was gritting her teeth. She went near dahyun. Then the next thing she did surprised everyone. She slapped dahyun really hard. After doing that she hold dahyuns collar.

"ARE YOU CRAZY? DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT ME?  IT'S OK IF YOU DON'T BUT AT LEAST CARE ABOUT YOURSELF. " momo said screaming in a crying tone. Then she started to break down.

"I-if you leave m-me t-then.......(hic) Wh-what am (hic)i su-supposed to do......(hic) Dahyun-ah?" momo said sobbing more loudly. It was the loudest sob momo had made in front of her own friends.

Dahyuns eyes had tears too. Seeing momo still caring about her gave her a hope that momo still loves her. She had a small smile on her face. Dahyun hold both of momos hand and pulled her closer.

"Yah (hic) wh-why are y-you smiling? " momo said still crying. Dahyun started to wipe momos tears.
"Baka. Listen to me first. " dahyun said. Everyone was listening carefully.
"Its not my heart that i am talking about. " dahyun said.
Everyone is confused now.
"If It's not your then Who's is it?" tzuyu asked frowning.
"Its my dads..... " dahyun said and started to explain everything. 

Afew hours ago:

Dahyuns pov:

Its been 3 days since i haven't slept. I am here at the hospital. I didn't went to my workplace too. Because of my dads situation. He was on his last stage. Doctors believe that he won't live long. I am tired right now. I cried a lot for the past few days because of it. My mom looked expressionless. She cried more than me. My brother also cried also.

I don't' know how i will i do if my dad leaves us. I will be lonely.  Very lonely. In these past few days every memory that we spent together was flashing in my memory.

The most regretful thing is that i am seeing him dying but cannot' do anything about it. My dad can't even speak right now because of breathing problem. We gave him chemotherapy treatment.  But looking at his condition it looks like after that he got worse. This therapy does have a side effect.

As i was sitting on the couch with my brother, while my mom was sitting beside his bed holding his hands. It must be hard for her to see the love of her life die like this in front of her eyes.

Suddenly the pulse rate machine started to show his heart beat slowing down. My mom started to panic. So do I.

"Honey! Ho-hon p-pls hold on a bit." my mom Said. She is already crying. My dad started to breath fast. I started to run and call the nurse. The nurse started to call the doctor.

Then the doctor came running. He told us to go outside. We went outside. I could see from the outside by the window that they were giving him shock. To increase his heart beat. But his heart was still the same. Going worse.

At one point the pulse rate machine showed a straight line. Meaning he is dead. I was stunned at that time. I couldn't move. The doctor then came and announced that he is dead. My mom with my brother and me, we brike down in tears. My mom even fainted. Me and my brother had to took her one of the ward for checkup. The doctor said its for stress.