I wish I could rewind the hands of the clock, go back and hope for a different conclusion, but this isn't a scene from a play this is real and I'm lost.
The question why, did I do something that warranted this outcome, have I been such a bad person that it was decided I should have my whole world fall around me.
Did you think I could handle it?
well I can't, my head aches my heart is breaking, wasnt it enough to give me what you did?
Why? why her, she is the rock that holds me together, I know she is strong enough, but I don't think I am.
How can I be there, support her though, when I can't even do that for myself. What's the bigger picture? Is my destiny going to be full of sadness? is that you big plan?
Well you've won, I can't fight anymore my hands are raised, finish me off I don't want to ride anymore.
I'm broken......
