is that all i am to you? (harry potter x reader)

"dead."

mf go wash yo nasty ass hands. okay anyways sorry

•••harrys pov•••

i pushed open the doors to what was dumbledores office. but nothing has changed, it technically still was his office, snape hadn't moved anything. i brushed the dust off the pensive before slowly removing the top, i poured snapes tears in before i entered

i have to die

this was his plan all along. dumbledore set me up for death

••••••

i walked down the stairs, my mind racing with thoughts

ron, hermione and y/n were sitting there waiting, what do i even say to them? oh yeah bye guys i have to go die?

"i'm going to the forest now" i said trying not to make eye contact with any of them

"what?" ron asked

"no, no you cant" y/n shook her head

"i have to, this is the only way we'll, you'll, be able to defeat him, for real"

"i'll go with you" hermione choked through a sob

"no, stay here, kill the snake, kill her and then its just him"

she pulled me into a hug, tears filled my eyes, this is probably the last time i'll ever see her. once she let go, ron went in next. the tears ran down my cheeks as it finally hit me

"you can't go" y/n's eyes started to water "there-there has to be another way"

"i have to go y/n"

i pulled her in for just one last hug "i'm sorry, for everything y/n, move on, be happy, go live the life you always wanted, i'm sorry for hurting you and breaking your trust" i whispered before pulling away, without turning back, i left, i knew if i looked back i wouldnt be able to leave

"please ron, let me go, i cant let him go alone" i heard y/n yell as she cried

i sighed before i kept going, i need to go

••••••

i walked through the lonely woods, the only sound being the crunching of the leaves under me. memories played through my head, if i die, i want to die with happy thoughts (awww how inspirational🥺🥺🥺🥺 okay bye now)

i pulled the snitch out of my pocket

"i'm ready to die"

the snitch opened, a small, black, diamond shaped stone was inside

the resurrection stone

i closed my eyes while hanging my head low, i held onto the stone tightly. when i opened my eyes, three ghosts were before me

my mum

my dad

sirius

my mum held her hand out, i rushed over to take it, only for my hand to fall through hers

"you've been so brave sweetheart" her voice echoed softly

"why are you here? all of you"

"we never left"

"does-does it hurt? dying?" i turned to sirius

"quicker than falling asleep" he smiled softly

"you're nearly there son" my dad nodded his head at me

"i'm sorry, i didn't mean for you all to die for me, and sirius-y/n, you guys were just starting to build something"

"and she knows how much i loved her, she has moony, he's more of dad to her than i ever could've been"

i nodded my head as tears filled my eyes

"you'll all stay with me? right?"

"till the end" my dad smiled

"he won't be able to see you?"

"no" sirius answered "we're here" he pointed to my heart, just like he did years ago

"stay close, please"

"always" my mum whispered

i sighed before i walked towards where voldemort was waiting for me

"harry? no! what are you doing?" hagrid yelled, they had his hands tied behind him, along with his legs

"quiet!" a deatheater yelled

"harry potter. the boy who lived. had come to die" voldemort smiled

what if the stone doesn't work? what it really do die?

"avada kedavra!"

i felt it hit me, right in my chest. sirius was right, it really did felt like i was going to sleep. one second i was awake, then the next i was asleep

but i woke up

i woke up in a very brightly lit up room. every cut, scratch and wound had disappeared from my body

my eyes flew open, i tried my best to stay still, i check where i was. in the same forest where i was just 'killed'

a set a footsteps slowly approached me. i kept my breathing short, the slightest move could get me killed, only this time, it'd be for good

"the boy, is he dead?" bellatrix asked from across the forest

someone bent down behind me

"is he alive? draco? is he alive?"

narcissa

i have one of two options here

lie and life

tell the truth and die

if i lie, and she figures it out, she won't dare speak up

i slowly nodded my head, careful not to make it known by anyone else but her. i heard her take a sigh of relief. i felt her leave my side, it's all down to her, my life, is quite literally in her hands right now

"dead."

a/n

THIS STORY IS COMING TO AN END FUCK