Marinette One-Shots

Little Sarah

This song is so sad, and I love it, I highly encourage you all to listen to this beautiful song of sadness. Anyways, I had two ideas for this oneshot. .. . I did it this way.

I changed up the lyrics a bit, please no harsh words. I know the song was perfect, but it felt necessary. 

"May I present Luka Stone with his new hit song, Little Mari!" the announcer shouted, and with the applause, Luka walked out onto the stage, moving over to the mic and saying, "This song is dedicated to it's inspiration, Marinette, may she rest peacefully."  then he moved to the provided chair, sat down, and pulled out his Guitar, taking a deep breath, he began his song.

"Little Mari, you're a diamond in the rough And I know that you don't hear this all enough And I'm sure that's why your wrists have tons of cuts And I'm sure that's why you think you're not enough On your 19th birthday you thought that you were done Tons of people in your home, but it only felt like one"

Luka remembered her 19th birthday, they'd all had a ton of fun, well, they'd all seemed like they were having fun. Luka remembered when he'd asked her if she was alright, and how she'd broken down, so unused to people even caring.

"Cause your brain can only think about the waiting loaded gun But your friends are all still here, so pretend you're having fun All your friends they wanna drink cause it's your birthday But you've been drinking straight probably since last Thursday Drinking is the only thing that makes you feel just okay It keeps the trigger finger off the trigger and at bay"

Little did any of them know, but Marinette had had a loaded gun in her room, just waiting to be used on her, little did they know Marinette was falling apart, try'n not to pull the trigger. Little did they know she hadn't been sober in months, just wanting to feel ok.

"Your mind can only think about the things it shouldn't Your brain is filled with thoughts of wishing that ya didn't Little Mari, perk your ears up try to listen But she can't hear a sound because she's locked in a prison"

Marinette was locked in a prison, behind her smile, behind her need to help them. God they were so foolish, never thinking that their always-happy-friend was hurting.

"She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find. Little Mari, you've been skipping out on class And any minute now your friends are gonna ask Why the hell you're always acting sorta sad And why the hell your weed just never seems to last"

Luka remembered when Marinette started skipping, they'd not thought anything of it at first. It began to worry them when they found out she was smoking. They confronted her, asking why the hell she was skipping class to smoke weed, and why she wasn't ever high when she came back.

"But the truth is you don't wanna let your secret out. Cause they think it's wrong for you to take a different route. All except your mom too bad that she's just not around. And don't get me wrong those words you've tried to get them out, But their views been skewed by their plastic news From their plasma tubes, so they won't fit in your shoes."

Marinette had yelled at them, telling them they wouldn't fucking understand, they wouldn't fit in her shoes, 'cause they didn't know what it was like. Afterwards, she'd apologized, telling them she'd been on a lot of painkillers, and she didn't mean it. . . . . . . . . . . and they'd fucking believed her. . . . 

"Except for Sunday blues, but you got Monday blues And you got Tuesday blues damn every day ya might lose All your friends they wanna smoke cause it's a Friday But you've been smoking straight probably since last Sunday I know you know you shouldn't say that you are okay But you still look em in the eye and lie then go to use your ashtray She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find."

They'd all been sad because of Akumas, they'd all mourned the deaths before the Miraculous cure 'fixed' it all. They didn't understand that Marinette was always sad, fighting so damn hard just to keep herself from dying, Marinette knew she shouldn't tell 'em she was ok, but what else could she do? She'd lied, time, and time again, saying she was alright.  

"Little Mari, last night you got it bad In that moment you could barely even add up two or three reasons why you're glad And I guess that's why you grabbed your pen and pad It was 6:14 and you could barely even read All the words you'd written down of why it was time for you to leave Your phone was on the ground and you could barely hear it ring"

She'd finally made the decision. Her cheeks were tear stained as she wrote her last words, saddened by the thought of leaving them, tears dripping onto the page, but happy to be out of her misery. Luka had called her, for something not important at all, and when she didn't respond, he got worried. Marinette always responded when she was awake, always, and Luka knew she was awake. 

"Couldn't even hear a sound, couldn't feel a single thing Now it's 6:15 and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe Eyes are watering, body's shivering, and you're wondering what is happening Now it's 6:23, and they're on their knees, begging Jesus please, can you make her breathe Cause they finally see what was happening underneath their nose and underneath your sleeves"

He'd called everybody, Alya, Nino, Adrien, Chloe, Kagami, and they'd rushed over to see if she was ok.

She wasn't she was dead by the time they got there, and they'd finally realized what had been happening while they turned a blind eye, because they were fucking oblivious. 

Luka sucked in a deep breath, and finished his song, voice warbling with emotion.

"She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find"

Everyone in the room was crying. Finally, the announcer came to their senses, and said 

"Uh, and that was Luka Stone Everyone!"