I'm trapped living in my lies
I'm too weak to fight
It just kills me inside
Afraid to step into the light
You see the real me everytime
Try to understand
The type of person I am
And where all these emotions come from
My favorite one
Makes me numb
I will never be
What you're expecting
I have this angry beast
That wants to break free
Sometimes I feel like letting go
Of all my self control
I'm influenced by the monster
Under my bed
It got into my head
You've made it your mission
To be my guide
You think that I'm gonna die
To tell you the truth
I've never felt more alive
You could say I'm selfish
I've become faithless
Here I am
Breaking a promise
With an "I don't care" attitude
Just for you
My dreams are nightmares
That you put there
You can only blame yourself
For dragging me through he'll
So don't you dare pin it on me
That it was my fault
I gave you everything
And all you did was watch me fall
Conjure up every one of my mistakes
You are the worst by far
I'm tired of being someone I'm not
No more hiding in the dark
YOU ARE READING
Medicine
PoetryCutting open my heart to pour out how I feel. It comes down in floods of blood as words scatter on the floor in a jumbled mess or a pathetic attempt to explain my feelings. A book filled with all of my poetry. Enjoy the somewhat dark and somewhat li...
