Gloomy sky and dead leaves
Do you think they grieve?
I was wearing my heart on my sleeve
You didn't learn anything
A sad excuse of a human being
My temper had a collision
That caused demolition
How I feel crestfallen
I'm on my hands and knees crawling
Your blue eyes as icy as your corpse
Your knife as sharp as your retorts
I don't want to sleep
Happiness was only skin deep
And I don't know what it means
We can't keep pretending
It's coming to an ending
I'm not who you think I portray
Look at it the other way
I won't have to be strong for too long
Why do I keep holding on?
Don't cry for me
I already did that
Brace yourself for the impact
There was someone I could have turned to
I picked the wrong one
You didn't understand
That's why you and I never got along
We've become withdrawn
Neither of us prevailed
We're not living in a fairytale
I felt like I was an obstruction
The thoughts of self-destruction
Don't come back to me
Please just leave
Just go away
When we're near each other
We seem to be cursed
It's gone when I'm immersed
And peacefulness I have unearthed
Now it's back to the hospital
Where you are suddenly civil
The one place I'm not belittled
For the way that I feel
I will not appeal
Getting ready for the kill
It's all too real
Was it just my imagination
Or did we have a reconciliation
Must have been the medication
That severed all communication
My mind is a bit hazy
The days have been rainy
My body is shaky
You've been gone lately
Stay where you're at
We don't need another mishap
Stability is finally coming back
I hope you're not
This is my one and only shot
YOU ARE READING
Medicine
PoetryCutting open my heart to pour out how I feel. It comes down in floods of blood as words scatter on the floor in a jumbled mess or a pathetic attempt to explain my feelings. A book filled with all of my poetry. Enjoy the somewhat dark and somewhat li...
