Too late
You cannot help me
I'm locked away inside
I can't get rid of this feeling
I go back in time
Wondering what I could have changed
And what I could have tamed
Tell me to just leave it alone
It's become my second home
It made me weak
It made me bleed
It made me fall to my knees
Everything feels wrong
But I stay too long
I won't go away
The ropes are frayed
I have nothing to hold onto for an escape
I'm letting go
Your whispers echo
You were right all along
I was never strong
And I sleep in fear
I can't explain what I hear
This doesn't seem to end
The room grows colder
It's not over
Nightmares get worst
I forgot what I learned
I'm too far up
For anyone to see
And you're abandoning me
Every safe feeling leaves
I can't overrule temptations
It's got ahold of me
Now I'm in desperation
But I still did not fall
I swear
I'll show them all
You can't keep me quiet
Secrets hide behind meanings
And inside of it
When the sun rises
It marks a new time
For me to get strength
For me to walk away
I cannot wait another day
YOU ARE READING
Medicine
PoetryCutting open my heart to pour out how I feel. It comes down in floods of blood as words scatter on the floor in a jumbled mess or a pathetic attempt to explain my feelings. A book filled with all of my poetry. Enjoy the somewhat dark and somewhat li...
