A love so unexpected (BL)

Author notice : The saddest part of a start is always the end.

I am not sure if you guys are willing to read so much, but I hope you do. I have a lot of things to share with you guys. I know it is long but please do read it. Even my BR's note is there so please don't skip it. Please don't skip that because I never really got the chance to add their thoughts.  

It actually ended. Man~~ I feel like crying. It fucking hurts. 😶 My Fridays are going to turn empty and I will really really really miss editing this. And god knows why I am listening to sad songs while writing this. 🙂🤦🏻‍♀️

It took quite some time for me to finish this book. So I want to share how it felt writing this. 

This book has been a roller coaster. There were even times when I thought if I should just write a chapter with the summary of the story and leave it. But then I got my emotions to settle down and continued it. 

So beginning with my inspiration, I watched these A, B and C dramas / series . So they were like the base for the idea. My main inspiration were the actors from A. Because I am absolutely obsessed with it even now. About B and C, they were the reason I was actually interested in the genre and wrote this. I cannot really choose between B and C. But a teeny weeny bit, I would be leaning towards B. First love is first love after all. 😂

So as for my draft.....god it was absolute junk. 😂 NGL it felt like trash to me. So I sent it to my BR and the response was ' I don't see your magic in it '. And I already knew that. 😂 I replied saying ' I know '. It was way too vague and plain. So at a point of time, I stopped and thought of editing it, but it didn't work. That was agony. It sends chills to me even now. 😂 So I decided to finish it first and then concentrate on editing it. So I finished it and then sat with editing it . 

The lock-down that happened is the reason I finished the book so fast. Because I had a lot of time in my hands. I used to sit on it for as long as I could. I couldn't do it for a quality amount of time. The editing I mean. And then I started to analyse why it wasn't working. I realized I didn't know the characters as much as I should. I also saw how my draft looked like a story without proper characterization. So I started to think of what I want and started again. One fine day with a positive attitude I edited a little and sent it to my BR. And my BR said this is it. The magic is back. 😂😂 Since it worked I was happy and then you guys know. I started posting by editing little by little.   

But as I wrote, it felt like I saw Luke and Leo more than just characters and I didn't even see those actors in them maybe. So I got attached to them on a different level. My sons. 🥰🥺 For that matter it is the same even with Jade and Ken. They are the best of friends you can ever ask for. 🥰

Also I never wanted to label their genders. I don't think it is particularly necessary to give names to everything right ? So yeah. I never named them. And it is going to be that way. They will be my favorite sons forever no matter what. 😂

Speaking of the characters, for me Luke is my favorite and you all know that already. 😂 He is the most relatable character to me. Sometimes it felt as if my inner self is speaking. 😂 But besides that I like them all equally.  😊

I know I didn't really say much about Jade and Ken. To begin with I never had the thought of putting them together and Jade had very less part in my original draft. Ken appears a bit more because he works along with Luke. My BR and sibling said it would be nice to make them a couple and convinced me to make it happen. So I decided to do it. Because, why not ? 😂 So they will get married too and start living together happily.

I want to give you guys the birthdays of them as well. (DD/MM/YYYY) They don't have any meaning or anything. I just chose them on how I felt like at that moment. 😂