Anidita: A Beautiful tale of Love {Completed!}

Anirudh's Pain!❤️

Anirudh was in his study...

Anirudh's POV....
I know I did wrong.... I should have not screamed on her like this... But then I have no control on my anger.... I am always unable to suppress this anger... I can neither refuse her, nor go to the temple... What else would I have done?!.... Why cant she understand at once!... When I said No.... Then I obviously meant it!....
Whatever.... I cant let her cry... I can not see those tears.... But I also cant listen to her.... I can not go to the temple at any cost!... And I cant even tell her the reason!... Now what do I do?!....

Bondita was going to the kitchen.... But her eyes were full of tears.... She was not angry with him... But she was scared of his anger.... She was worried for him too.... Kaka saw her and noticed her tears....

Kaka-: Bahu zara idhar aana toh!...
Saying this he went to his room...and she followed hiding her tears....

In KSJ's room...
Bodnita-: Ji kaka sasurji!... Aapko kuch chahiye tha?!...

Kaka-: Nahi beta... Par hum tumse kuch baat karna chaahte hain!...

Bondita -: Ji Kahiye na!...

Kaka-: Dekho beta... Kayi baar log humse vo baatein nahi keh pate jo unhe dukh deti hain... Aur vohi baatein uss insaan ki Pareshaani aur gusse ka kaaran ban jaati hain.... Vo use andar hi andar khaaye jaati hain.... Humein bas itna karna hai ki un baaton ka pata lagana hai... Aur uss insaan ko uss baat ke dukh se mukt karna hai!...

Bondita-: Haanji Kaka sasurji... Main aapki baat samah gayi... Par aap yeh sab mujhe kyun bata rahe hain?!...

Kaka-: Beta Anirudh aur tumhaare beech jo hua... Vo hum jaante hain... Humein pata tha aisa hi kuch hoga... Jab bhi use Mandir jaane ke liye pucha jaata hai... Toh vo aise hi gussa karta hai.... Tumhe bas iska kaaran jaanna hai... Usse baat karo... Pyaar se... Shaanti se... Vo zarur samjhega!.... Aur shayad tumhe apne mann ki baat bhi bata de!...

Bondita-: Ji kaka Sasur ji.... Main unse baat karti hu!😊.... Dhonnobad!😊

Kaka-: khush raho beta!..😊

She went to the kitchen... Made coffee for him... And headed towards the study...
He was walking to and fro in the study.... He restless...He was thinking that how should he talk to her....

As soon as Bondita kncked the door... He rushed to her... Held her hand and made her sit on the couch with a jerk... The coffee was about to spill but she managed...

Bondita-:Yeh Kya hai Pati Babu?!...

Anriudh sat beside her... But didnt utter a word... His eyes were fixed on the floor.... She kept the coffee on the table...
Cupped his face... And made him look towards her...
She looked into those deep eyes... She could see anger....love... and guilt.... But the emotion which was in abundance was... Pain.... She could see Immense pain in his eyes...
The eyes which made her fall in love and forget the whole world... Were full of pain today..... And she did not know why!.... She felt defeated and helpless .... But still she decided to try!...

Bondita -: Anirudh ji!...

Anirudh was stunned.... She had never called him by his name ever since they got married... Then why did she now?!... Was she so upset with him... That she did not want to call him Pati babu?!... He was tensed...

Bodnita continued -: Chinta mat kijiye... Apne Pati Babu se main bahut pyaar karti hu.... Par aaj mujhe Anirudh ji se baat karni hai... Un Anirudh ji se jinhone mujhe humesha prerna di... Jo mere maargdarshak hain...Kya vo meri baat sunenge?!...

Anirudh nodded with a smile and tears in his eyes...

Bondita-: Toh Anirudh ji...mere jo Pati hain na... Vo bahut acche hain... Mujhse bahut saaraa pyaar karte hain... aur meri har baat bhi maante hain.... Par pata nahi kyun aaj mandir jaane ki baat se vo bahut naaraaz ho gaye.... Aapko pata hai kya... Ki unke dukh ka kaaran kya hai?!... Ab aap hi koi raasta dikha dijiye na?!... Main kaise jaanu unke mann ki baat?!...

Anirudh wrapped her in his arm... And looking towards the roof he said...

Anirudh-: Dekhiye Bondita ji... Aapke Pati ke dukh ka kaaran toh amin nahi jaanta... Yeh toh ab aap unse hi puchiye.... Main bas itna jaanta hu ki Vo bhi aapko batana chaahte hain... Par bata nahi paa rahe!... Shayad darr rahe hain!...

Bondita-: Accha toh thik hai... Pati babu aap hi bata dijiye na...

Till now Anirudh had tears flowing down his eyes...and a sob escaped his mouth... "Maa..."..

Bondita-: Maa?!... Kya Maa se judi hai vo baat?!...

Anirudh(Now literally crying like a kid)-: Haan Bondi.... Maa.... Jab Maa bahut bimaar thi... Toh main roz mandir jaaya karta tha... Maine bahut pooja ki... Bahut Praarthnaye ki Bahgwaan se ki vo unhe jaldi se thik kardein.... Par aisa nahi hua... Unhone toh meri Maa ko hi chheen liya mujhse!... Chali gayi vo mujhe chhod kar.... Bass uss hi din maine yeh faisla kar liya tha... Ki kabhi mandir nahi jaaunga... Phir London chala gaya... Toh kabhi zarurat hi nahi padi... Aur aaj jab tumne kaha... Toh main samajh hi nahi paaya ki tumhe kaise mana karu... Isliye... Vo sab...

Bondita -: Nahi Pati babu.... Yeh sahi nahi hai!... Aap galat samjh rahe hain... Bhagwaan ne aapse Maa ko nahi chheena... Balki unhe iss duniya se mukt kiya hai.... Aur vaise bhi Jo bhi iss Duniya mein aata hai... Uska jaana bhi tay hai.... Balki janm lene se pehle hi nishchit ho jaata hai... Ki ek insaan kab marega.... Toh phir jo cheez pehle se hi decided hai.... Uska dosh kisi ko dena chahiye kya?!... Main maanti hu ki Maa ko khone ka dard bahut bada hota hai... Main toh shayad kalpana bhi na kar paau... Par Mrityu hi toh jeevan ka ek maatr lakshya hai na pati Babu....yeh duniya toh bas ek moh ka jaal hai... Jisme rehne ke liye hum sab rishte banaate hain.... In rishton mein ulajhna nahi hai humein.... Balki humein toh Jeevan ke iss jaal ko suljhaana hai.... Apne jeevan ka lakshya dhundhna hai... Aur use pura karna hai!.... Aur ab aap bhagwaan ji se kyun naraz ho rahe hain.... Aapne toh Maa ke liye shaanti maangi thi na... Toh Bhagwaan ne unhe iss duniya ke dard aur takleefon se shanti hi toh di hai!.. Aur kab tak aap unse naraz rahenge?!...Bhagwaan humaare Pita hain... Aur koi bhi baccha zyada der apne pita se naraz reh sakta hai kya?!... Ab aap bhi unhe maaf kar dijiye na!....

Anirudh-: Par Bondita...

Bondita-: Par-Var kuch nahi... Iss Baar Ekaadashi ki pooja mein aapki Dugga Ma se dosti karwa ke rahungi main!... Aap dekhna!😊
Aur ab sabse zaruri baat...(held her ears) I am sorry! Mujhe aapko aise irritate nahi karna chahiye tha...main aapke dukh ko samajh hi nahi paayi!... I am sorry Pati Babu!.

Anirudh-:Nahi Nahi Bondita.... I am sorry!... Mujhe maaf kardo.... Maine tumpar itna gussa kiya!... Main agli baar dhyaan rakhunga... Ki inn khoobsurat aankhon mein... Jinme meri jaan basti hai.... Kabhi aansu na aa paaye!.... Shotti!😊...

And they both hugged each other!... A hug full of love... Forgiveness.... Guilt... And immense emotions!...

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