My Happy Little Pill (Phan)

My Happy Little Pill (Phan)

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em By thenightlockfox Completed

Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once.

But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan and Phil would like to even admit?

With so much information about their lives available on the Internet, can they be allowed to keep one little secret?

(also this fic includes a rad music playlist)

WARNING: CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, THEMES OF SUICIDE & SELF HARM. IT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

** Note: Not all images used in this fanfic are made by me, and credit goes to anyone who made them. **

  • amazingphil
  • angst
  • boyxboy
  • carcrash
  • danandphil
  • danhowell
  • danisnotonfire
  • emo
  • fluff
  • frerard
  • gay
  • hair
  • panic
  • phan
  • phanfic
  • phillester
  • selfharm
  • suicide
  • tyleroakley
  • youtubers
-soare -soare Feb 25
oh my god was that a pun for the show the big bang theory because if so i lOVE YOU @ auhtor
KaniaBlue KaniaBlue May 01, 2017
Imagine dan actually just walking around in nothing but socks
Kaylaphantrash Kaylaphantrash Apr 10, 2017
Same I would die for dan and Phil because I don't want to live in a world without them so when they die I'll probably be like bye 👋
Kaylaphantrash Kaylaphantrash Apr 10, 2017
Nothing dan tried to prank you he ended up liking it and got a boner. You know no biggie
FORRRREVER IS A LONG TIMEEEEEE
                              BUT I WOULDNT MIND SPENDING IIITT BYYYYYYYY YOURRRRR SIIIIIIIIIIDDEE
KaniaBlue KaniaBlue May 01, 2017
I'm feeling kind of awkward...? Let's all just keep reading and see what happens