philophobia: (n.) the fear of falling in love. "I loved you!" I exclaimed, my face stained with salty tears. "So did I," he reasoned, a cocky smile plastered on his lips. "Not enough..." I whispered, barely audible. I knew he heard me. "Not enough..." When Cecilia McAllister falls in love with a certain Edward Cullen against the mating system. What'll happen when Edward's mate, Bella, comes into the picture? What will her heartbreak lead to? ongoing !!