No Matter What They Say ALWAYS Remember That Nothing Is Easy When You Are Alive. Athill had fantasies of bringing justice to a world he lives on, said world is too cruel to his delusional self Athilen was cursed from birth to be a She instead of a He, so 'she' called herself mad for that's what most would Ltairen was told a burden, so he built walls to outsideers yet cling to whoever roamed inside his shell of a heart