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Pessimist

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Reads 4,899,574
Votes 112,490
Parts 48
Time 11h 9m

Mature

[01/07/2021] - [13/04/2023]

"You can't keep going around like a fucking maniac and treating me like shit. That isn't how relationships work," Sophia's voice was havoc as she verbalized her emotions. 

"That isn't how we work..." 

Tired, vulnerable and agitated at not only him, but herself. 

How could she let herself get this far, in such little time?

He looked down, ashamed, not wanting to respond. His heart felt like it was beating faster than it should've. 

"I forgot how it felt to love you." 

As soon as those words were uttered from Sophia's lips, his world broke apart. 

Gone, in just a matter of seconds.

                                                     - - -

When Sophia Adam moves to a new town, she wishes nothing more than a boring, new life, to separate herself from her past. 

Moving meant completing university and getting a clerkship with a judge. Moving meant making refreshing new friends, and meeting a mysterious guy that seems hell-bent on getting to know her. 

To Sophia, moving to a new town was everything she imagined and more. She just didn't expect her past to follow.All Rights Reserved

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Our Secret [Completed]

[Book 2 in the Secret series] "That's not what I meant..." I chew on my lip. "Well, what the fuck did you mean then?" He shouts. "When I'm there I don't have to think about you!" I yell back. Wrong choice of words again, Sophia. I curse myself. His form immediately stands and he strides over to me, he is now inches away from me, his body is so close to mine that I am forced to take a couple of steps backwards. My back is pressed up against the window. Noah's breathing is deep but he speaks softly, "when you're there all I can think about is you." He raises his hand and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. I step around him and head for the door, "uh I'm going to go to the hospital." I pick up my bag and rush out of the door leaving Noah in the room and saving myself from doing something I would definitely regret and make me change my mind about going back to Pennsylvania. ------------ 'I love you too,' were the last words Sophia heard before she was banished from her home city and she left without a second thought. If she didn't she knew she would be in danger. A month and a half later Sophia returns as a person close to her is in critical condition in hospital. Everyone's eyes are on Sophia, and they are looking for someone to blame. Will she return to her new life and forget about New York once and for all? Or will she fit right back into the McKenzie's life as if she never left? And as for her relationship with Noah, there might be a chance for romance after all.