I wanted to do a bit of a rewrite again I'm sorry I'm hardly ever happy with the results and it has to be completely perfect so please bare with me . it takes alot for me to be happy with what I write . any spellings or mistakes in my writing please tell me if you see any. thanks for actually reading this X . here's the actual discription. I could have had a normal life but after getting myself in trouble that chance was completely lost I couldn't change what happened I wish I could but I blew it. the consequences are well I can never leave my room or even see the sun for the fear that she's there telling me what I've done wrong. over and over making me know there's no chance I can change my ways. however how wrong she was. I could have made it better but I didn't I only made it worse for myself