Enough of the marijuana case, and now I'm so done. I crashed a woman and I was too scared to admit it to the public. Hide her inside our dorm is the only way for Big Bang to survive - there are too many rookie boy bands out there and they are ready to smash us. I must have done something good before, God loves me so much. She's with me through my ups and downs. Passing those painful moments as a star, as a bias. Most of my fans (lovers and haters) won't understand my true happiness, my true sadness, and demanding. I can't blame them. The only thing I can absorb is just your loves and your hates. Yes, she's in pain. The pain inside her head that caused by me, but still, she does the best for me. I have no idea until when. She's more than a manager, she's a mother, she's a lover, she's a best friend. Even she never heard about Big Bang before.
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