"What calms you down?" The boy pulled his hand out from his sweater paw, pulling his first and middle finger to his red, cherry kissed lips. "Smoking?" "D-drugs," *WARNINGS* DRUG USE, SUICIDE, FAMILY ISSUES/ ABUSE SMUT. HARD LANGUAGE, IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE ILL PUT A WARNING AT THE BEGINNING OF THE CHAPTER. IF IT COMES TO A TIME WHERE YOU THINK YOU CANT HADLE IT TELL ME AND ILL MESSAGE YOU/COMMENT BACK TO YOU THE RUN THROUGH OF THE CHAPTER. Y'all if you wanna read this book pls do, it is a joshler fic. THIS IS MY FIRST JOSHLER FIC AND THERE IS SMUT SO PLEASE DONT GO HAM ON ME IF IT SUCKS BC IT PROLLY WILL.