My Emotions On Paper

Failure 😟

I'm a failure.
Nothing anyone can tell me right now can change that fact
Voices in my head raging as a storm telling me that,
I'm not good enough,
I'm not smart enough.
I wish I could twist this poem into a good rhyme
I wish the voices were not right
But deep down I know their right
Every whisper of my limitations and failure is the truth.
I'm aware I'm drowning in my own self pity but I can't seem to find away out.
I'm not sure I want to find away out.
I feel like disappointment to my friends and family but mostly to myself,
I hold myself to reachable standards and I never seem to even brush the tips of them
I'm constantly drowning in myself.
There's no hope for me
The voices play like a broken record in my head telling me my truth,
I'm a failure.