"D𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔, 𝑭𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒔, 𝑭𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒔"
LEO | mar
JUNE 2020
Atlanta 📍
"You know this nigga's name is Germeilus, right? Ion know how y'all let that shit slide before buttt...." Jay trailed off.
We were all sitting in Key's house because I guess she said she had an 'announcement.' I didn't know what it was about but I was glad we could all chill again without all that extra shit.
It was a couple weeks since me and Ali had sex and we were together almost everyday, but something we realized is that we can't be together 24/7. It was suffocating.
I, also, needed time to get myself together like I told her. When she was that close to confessing to me, I shut it down so quickly because it would've clouded my sense of judgment. I was already crazy enough in the moment that I nutted in her crazy ass.
"Jay, shut the fuck up. You just mad those damn grills are turning your mouth green!" Germ yelled from a long cream colored couch.
"Nah, the only thing turning green is yo' neck. Who sold that shit to you, nigga?"
"I guess the same nigga that sold those rusty ass grills. I bet your mouth be tasting like it's bleeding all the time." Germ shrugged.
"Well-"
"Aht! Stop allet yelling in my house," Key walked down the stairs and the girls followed. "Don't make me kick y'all out."
"You ain't kicking shit." Jay mumbled.
Ali came and sat in the spot that was next to me. Immediately when she sat down, I wrapped my arm around her shoulders.
"I can't wait to go home. I feel so sick." Ali told me quietly.
"We can leave if you want." I was concerned.
She just shook her head.
"Okay! Y'all needa listen up! I'm ready to tell y'all what I brought y'all here for!"
"Key, Ion know why you couldn't just tell us over text." Ash said and Key gave her a look.
We were all silent waiting for the announcement.
"I'm pregnant!"
Nigga, when I tell you there were crickets. I looked around the room and had to stop myself from laughing at everyone's dropped jaws.
"Jay?! You really put my bitch out of the game? How dare you, bruh!" Ali said first.
"I knew yo stupid ass was gonna say that." Jay bucked at her.
"Don't make me get my nigga to murk you." Ali rolled her eyes at him.
"Mar, not gon do shit." Jay bucked at me too.
"Man, we both know-" I began.
"Hello! I'm pregnant! Damn, can I get my five seconds of fame?" Key interrupted again.
"Congrats, oh my god! I'm so excited!" Nuni ran up to her and hugged her as well as Ali and Riri.
"How far along are you?" Riri asked her.
"About three months." I'd never seen Jay say something with more pride.
I was proud of him. I honestly never thought that Jay would settle down.
"I was tryna get her pregnant for mad long. I hid her plan B that day and that shit worked. Now, I'm finally gon get my mini Jay." Jay said.
I looked back at Key who was giving him a dirty look, "Don't nobody want a damn 'mini Jay.' We on team mini Key ova here." She motioned to the girls.
I wasn't gonna pick a team. But I secretly wished the baby had its own personality. If not, that was gon be a bad ass kid that I didn't want to uncle. A mini Jay would be the type of kid to bite you for fun and a mini Key would be the type to swing on you randomly.
"I wanna plan the gender reveal and shit!" Ali spoke up, "ima make it look so cuteee. We can do a baby shower and gender reveal in one."
Everyone agreed with her. I knew Ali could definitely pull it off.
The girls and Jay talked about it and came up the the date of June 20th. So, they had some time to get all the stuff and shit. I don't know, I wasn't really listening.
Soon, everyone drifted off into their own conversations.
"My head is fucking killing me." Ali spoke to me while her head laid on my shoulder. I felt her head and it felt warm.
"Baby, you feel mad warm. You sure you don't wanna go home?" I was gonna take her home anyways.
"Okay, I wanna go lay down and play with your booty." She smiled up at me.
"Nigga, put a hand on my ass and watch how fast you gon be knocked out. Boxing gloves and all. And I'm not talking no Nate Robinson." I whispered to her.
Ali just laughed out loud. Who said I was playing?
"Excuse me, ladies? Would you like to tell the class what's so funny? I like jokes too! In fact, I love jokes!" Jay said in that high-pitched voice.
"Jay, you stay tryna be somebody's Ms. Frizzle." Ali looked at him.
"Ion care, cause Ms. Frizzle fine as fuck. She could take me back in time anyday." He replied.
After that, he got slapped in the back of the head. We all knew what was gonna happen next, so me and Ali took this as our cue to leave.
I took her to my house since we would be alone because Jay was staying with Key to help her out.
I laid her in my bed and put her in one of my biggest t-shirts. She actually looked sick.
"Mamas, what's wrong? What can I do?" I asked her as I got beside her in bed.
"Dick me down, daddy. Fuck the sickness out of me." She told me tiredly.
I just smirked, "Nah, I'm being serious."
"Okay, I was too. But can you play your guitar for me? Pleaseee." Ali turned over and looked at me.
She was lucky that she was cute cause if it was anyone else I would've said no.
Instead, I pulled out my guitar from my closet and sat on the edge of the bed, thinking of a song to play. I ended up playing Three Little Birds by Bob Marley. It was a weird song choice, but it was the first song I learned how to play. As I strung my guitar, Ali watched me closely.
"You're so talented, bruh. All I can do is cross my eyes." She was actually annoyed which made me laugh.
"Nah, but I love your talent then."
"Leo, can you sing too? You seem like you're hiding something." She grabbed the bonnet she kept at my house from the top drawer.
"Ion like singing."
"I said 'can you sing.' I ain't ask if you liked it."
"Ight, let's relax. I can sing a lil sum sum." Why was a nigga getting shy?
I started playing the notes to "Poison" by Brent Faiyaz. I learned this not too long ago, but I didn't think I'd ever be performing to someone. I was glsd it was her, though.
When I got to the chorus, her eyes widen.
"Girl, you do damage to me.
You know I love it, yeah, I love you
Ain't nothing better for me now."
I sang those words with passion.
Music was my way to pour everything I felt, and those lyrics were starting to me more and more to me.
At the end, I looked back up at the girl that I felt so much for and put down my guitar next to me. Ali's smile held so much appreciation.
"Leo, come hereeee! Oh my god, you have a beautiful voice,"She pulled me into her. "My baby a singerrr." She kissed me.
"You the only one I've sang for. I just be playing guitar and that's it." I wish I would've stopped being so fucking shy.
"I have my own secret Bryson Tiller," she fake gasped.
"Stop making this about me, I'm finna get you some Tylenol." I reached over her and into the drawer.
"Nah, Ion want nun." Ali shook her head.
"Ion care, you taking it. So, grab that water and open your mouth." I had to turn on my serious voice cause that's the only way she listened.
Once she took the pill, I got on instagram while in bed next to Ali. We just scrolled through insta gram together. We took a few pictures and posted them on my story and then kept scrolling.
"Gah damn! She got a fat ass!" Ali double tapped the picture for me.
I ain't say nun cause if I did there would be a problem.
Aliana cuddled up so that I was close enough to get into my spot with my head on her chest. My favorite place to be was hugged up against her titties.
"Ali, gimme kisses." I whispered.
"Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah." She lowkered her head and kissed me all over my face which made me smile with all my teeth.
Ali rubbed me behind me ear. I never got why females like to do that, but for some reason it was making me drift off. A couple minutes later I felt her shift from under me.
"Fuck, I feel sick." She jumped up and ran to her bathroom. Her bonnet fell off so I followed her with it in my hands.
When I caught up to her, she was throwing up in the toilet. I sat down on the white bathtub and held her hair back while rubbing her back.
"Leo," gag. "Hold my hair tighter. This shit was expensive."
I just rolled my eyes and grabbed a rubber band thingy to try and tie it up. It looked nice in my almost bun.
We were at the toilet for a good ten minutes before I helped her back into my bed and got her some ginger ale and crackers.
"Leo, maybe I should go home. I don't want you to get sick." Ali said while I fed her some crackers.
"Nah, Ion give a fuck if I get sick. You staying here." I ended it with that.
As we sat it silence, and Ali tried to get some rest, I thought about why Ali could be sick. She hadn't been anywhere but work, school, and here, so I didn't know why she was sick. She could've just gotten sick from working at the hospital, cause she does work there part time.
Then, I thought back. My dumbass released my kids in her a couple weeks ago and I wasn't wearing a condom. she wasn't on birth control and she didn't take a plan B. Yessirrr, I was gonna be a dad!
I was hoping that that was the reason why she was so sick. I never really thought about being somebody's father, but right now, I was fucking with it. I didn't mind the idea of raising a kid with Ali. It was scary how committed that I was getting.
"Yo, Ali?"
"Mhmm?"
"Did you take a plan B after the other day, or nah?"
She thought about it for a minute before her eyes got really wide in realization.
"Oh shit! Leo, you probably got me fucking pregnant, bruh! I can't believe I told you to nut in me." She put her head in her hands.
I embraced her in my arms and kissed her on the side of her head, "Don't freak out, baby. You might not even be pregnant for real. And if you are we can handle it, ight? "
She nodded her head, "Yea, Ima get some tests tomorrow morning." Ali was getting jittery.
"Aliana, calm down. Take a deep breath. We gon see what happens tomorrow, but before then relax."
"Okay, yea. Ima just calm down."
I held her tight as we both drifted off to sleep. After she taught me how to pray, we always prayed together. This time, I prayed that we would really be having a kid.
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