Pavel's POV
I got what he wanted to happen.
So i will distance myself.
I am sure i want him forever.
But,
Does he really know what he wants.
Or just like he said and dad said.
I am used to him that is why it is hard to live apart from him.
But the real thing is.
What if he is usd to me and does not really know what he wants he is affected by my missing and being witn him brprcaise we used to like live together.
Maybe this distance will help him what he really wants.
He told me he loves me.
Or he just say those things, so i won't disapear in his life.
Am i just a best friend witb benefit or iam really loved like he tells me.
"Deep thoughts again ei" Leam tapped my shoulder.
I just smirked at him.
Hazing is over and there ate no calsses anymore but the freshmen still gathers for their assignments.
"See those freshmen. Aren't they given chance to go home or have a bit fun at this time?
But no, because, they are used to gather here for more than two months, now they choose to stay here." Vee said.
"Yeah, just like a best friend who was given freedom but chose to be tied to the past." Leam said.
"See, they love it and benefits from it" i said slowly.
A realization.
"I really need to distance for a while." I said.
"Well if i will go and visit Mark, and asked me about you, what would i say?" Vee said.
"Believe me, he will not ask." I said.
I walked to the freshmen and ask if i can help them with anything.
They are hesitant but thye did tell me some problems in their assignments.
After a few more minutes, Jolng said goodbye to his friends and to me. He will go pick up Nine.
"P' Are you nit gonna see P'Dome today?" One freshmen asked.
I just smirked.
"Well your p' and i are in a distance phase, we are not fighting, he just asked for space." I said.
"Did you break up?" One asked.
"No! No! We are fine." I said.
The freshmen then murmors.
"P', what if someone asked to date him?" One of them ask.
"Hell to that person" i said.
"Okay guys hell to that person" she said loudly.
"Do you reallh like p' Dome?" I asked
"Yes p"." They said.
I shook my head.
"Come on get back on your assignments or go home na." I said.
They waiid at me.
I then walked away.
I asked my friends for a drjnk but noone comply.
Okay time to chill alone,
Pavel come here now!
Vee texted.
I lazily ride my bike and went to the college of medicines.
"The doctor is hurt." Vee said.
"Where?" I asked calmly.
Mark and Vee pulled me to their college clinic.
Dome is on tbe bed.
"He collapsed but he is stable now." A professor said.
The profs of this college are also doctors.
"He will wake up soon." He siad.
I waiid at him.
Hjs friends came and silently tapped my shoulder.
And leave.
Then Benjamin texted me.
It has been a while and he is not sleeping well, he get tired and collapsed. We brought him here and tended by our profs, do nit worry too much
"Thanks buddy" i replied.
"How can i stay away na." I mouthed.
"Then go away." Dome said and opened his eyes.
I smiled.
He get up.
"Carefull Dome you might get dizzy." The prof said.
Dome waiid at him.
"You can take him now young man. Just make sue he eats well and sleeps well also." The doctor said to me. And gave me what he needs.
"I will nlw take him home doc." I said.
"Mm, just follow it well he will be fine." The doctor said.
He is silent.
I take his key and drive hkm to my apartment.
When we stopped it is like he is awaken.
"Why are we here. You said you will take me home."he asked.
"Yeah, k said take you home nit take you to your dorm." I said and get down feom the car.
I opened his door and he does not wnat to gte down from the car.
I did not speak i unbuckle his seat belt and aboug to carry him down.
"I can walk" he said.
I smirked and distant a bit.
He get down from the var. I opened my apatment and he entered also.
I went to the kitchen and staryed to cook.
Silent.
Both of us.
It has been 2 days sinve we last saw each other.
My bike arrived. Vee drived it.
Then he aaid goodbye after gibing me my keys.
"Riding your bike again?" He asked angrily.
I smirked atleast he talked.
I gave him juice a fresh lime and honey juice.
Then i went bavk to cokking.
"I asked you" he said.
He followed me in the kitchen.
"Sweeg heart, you should stay in the sofa na.. lie there for a bit." I said.
I have been lying down for hojrs and sleeping for 4 hours." He said and drink of his juice.
"Then sit down please." I said.
He sat on one of the high chairs and slowly drinks his juice, i refilld his glass.
I placed the chicken inside the oven and faced him. I sit opposite him
"Would you mind telling me why you collapsed." I asked.
He bit his lower lips and his eyes are directly focused on my lips.
Holy shit sould i pretend i donnot know?
Or i am jis interpreting him.
"Dome!" I said in a bit loud voice.
His gaze on the tablle.
"Lately i can't sleep, my studies are fine, but my heart is not." He said.
Fuck!
I stood and leaned on him and closed our gap.
Our lips meet and i ravished him.
I hold his nape supporting him.
He also hold on mine.
I donot care how long we iissed but we noone wants to back down. Untill we both gasp for air.
He both hos hands on the table and leaned his head on it.
"Shit!!!" He cursed.
I want more of his kiss. But we have to setle this.
"Dome. Is it the kiss or more?" I asked.
He nood his head.
"Did i say if you need anythkng call me?" I said and stood and walked to his side.
"I said anything even this." I said and carried him.
I kiss him while we walk to my bedroom.
"Babe.." he moaned when i lay hi on my bed.
"We have to eat first, and you need rest first." I said.
He sulked and rolled on his side away from me.
I leaned vloser to jim and lay also beside him.
I hugged him.
"I can't do yhis if your body is weak. I want to enjoy you." I whispered and kissed the back of his ears.
"Go away!" He said.
My lips run his nevk.
I want him .
Control Pavel he is not well.
"I will check on ohr food na, i will be back" i said.
He rolled to face me and hugged me.
"Stay" he said.
I gave him kiss.
Ravished him.
Then i let go.
"I will be back." I said.
He again rolled on the other side.
I don't know what he wants sometimes.
For me to stay,
Or stay away.