Pavel's POV
What just happened?
I sit up. This time i am alone in my bed.
We said we need to tlk.
But fuck.
I stand up and my bed has new sheets and new pillow cases.
How did he changed iy with me sleeping on it?
And i am in my house clothes.
I am guessing no Dome outside.
I stood and went to the kitchen hoping Dome is there or i the sofa.
I sighed.
I am alone again.
Byt thre are things on the table.
On the counter. My medicines and prescriptions.
On the table, my dinner.
I ate my dinner.
And my tears fall simultaneusly.
Fuck!
I opened my ref.
A pitcher.
With a note
For tonight.
I smirked,
My fuckin best friend really knows me well.
You are not allowed to drink alcohol but this will help.
But first check your wound.
So i did chwckminmit palced ointnent and deinked my suppliments.
Get the pitcher and a glass then sit in feont of my tv and drink.
What the hell? This is not alcohol but yet it kicks.
Well i guess my best friend will not kill me.
But it is good.
I saw a note on the table.
No it is a lettter.
Bebe.
Well i have jo idea how to tell you, but it seems you know.
You really know jow i tjink sometimes.
I love you.
But k cannot jump into the relationship you ask.
For now.
If you can wait for another 2 or 3 years.
Maybe,
We can do that.
For now.
I am always your best friend.
And we are not suppose to do what we did many times now.
We should stop there.
Pavel, you have your freedom.
Freedom to learn.
Freedom to be yourself.
Freedom to love.
Freedom to be happy.
But please stya away feom trouble.
No more stitches. Please.
You know i have my ways to aboid you if i vhoose to.
But i am your best friend. I will be there when you need me.
And i will stick on that being just your best friend.
Do not stop yourself feom being happy na.
Study well.
-Dome.
Fuck you Dome,
You are my happiness.
Shit!!!!!!!
Imam glad i can shout that i won't disturb my neighbors.
I drinked of what Dome made.
So it is possible he will avoid me.
Possible all his gang with us but no Dome.
I still can call him or text him. He is my best friend.
How can we go back for being just best friends.
He is really making me crazy.
Fine 2 years three years. Ican do that.
But MAYBE?
He is never certain.
Can he just say he will and rwmove the maybe.
Why am i fucking ranting on his letter.
I placed his letter on my drawer and went back to the kitchen.
My fridge is packed.
I am really gonna make him my hisband after ywo years. I will plan it that he cannot say no!
I gey something to fry.
That matches my drink.
I drnked and eat as i watch tv.
I felt dizzy and i drnked it all.
I remember i shut the tv down before drawsing off.
I wake up with pain my neck
I sleeped on my sofa. Great!
Knock on my door.
I ooened it.
"Shit!" I should have listened to hom to ckme last night" Leam said.
I just nooded at him.
I cleaned my living room and washed the inwashed dishes glasses and everything i used last night.
"Ehem! Head Hazer Pavel you have a hazing today. At 9am and the time is 8 am." Leam said.
I looked at him.
I gtabbed my towel and had a quick shower.
I saw Dkme's body wash
With a note.
Left on purpose.
I smirked but did not used it.
I ooened my cabinet. My hazing shirt.
Iam planning to use balck shirt and top with with my jacket for they are still in laundry.
But my uniform is here. Hanged and ironed.
Yeah he is mine, i have two years to do that make him mine.
I put it on and my pants then walked out of the door.
"What the?!" Leam asked,
"The badass is back." He said.
I smirked at him.
"Bring it on, hell is on their way do not ness with a broken hearted Head Hazer." I said.
I locked my apartment and went insode my car.
Leam drive.
I stepped in the hazing ground.
They are too noisy.
"Make them quiet or alse" i instructed Vee.
Vee send the message to the hazers.
Silence.
I walked in the midle towards the stage Leam, Vee, Bar and Cooper. Followed me.
All eyes on us.
"Listen up" i shouted.
"For the next twoo weeks we will talk on the sumary or everything we have talked about.
And things are gonna get wirst. Expect harder challenges and harder punishments. " i said.
They atarted to mumble and getting loud.
"Shut up!" I roared. With mad tone.
Even the hazers 2nd and 3rd in line are shocked.
I am not P' Singto(Lion). But i can roar louder.
" i see five people missing" i said.
"Who are they?" I asked.
Jo one answered.
"E section! B section and G section. Who are they?" I roared.
The hazers of the siad groups came towards me and rwported the names.
"Vee take their name and give them samples on Monday." I clmmanded.
"Vee!" I said in emphasis.
"Yes i got" he said.
"Bar, proceed" i vammanded. And stepped down.
Vee walked witb me to the side.
"Pavel cool down na. We got the names." He said.
"Sorry abck there." I said,
He gave me water and i drinked it.
"It is okay, showing them how serious you are makes them more serious also" he said.
"Now we know why Singto chose you" p' New said,
I waiid at him.
The hazing os done, and we have meeting, 20 of us.
"Well i just drop by to tell you guys to prepare for the tradition, we will be there watching you.
And good for your batch, your have friends from colllege of meds. You might need their help. You need atleaset 5 or six.":he said.
Then he said goodbye.
"Bar can you plan that trip and i will check on the details next week. Cooper, please process the wavers and ask for advices of the the profs." I said.
Then i checked on the works that is stocked on my table for 5 days.
I hate saturdays. No classes but have to go here for this.
I sighed.
But a bit happy about the improvements of the freshmen.
Yeah sometimes the life of hazers are guards and babysitters.
A hazer knocked on the office.
"Trouble on the ground."
"We got this" Leam said.
Cooper and Bar satnd to check on it.
"Vee i need you to make Pavel sit on that chair no matter what." Leam said and locked the door from outside.
Few minutes later,
The door opened.
"Fuckin engineers destroying each other." Leam said.
I satnd and stormed out.
"Pavel" all my friends shouted.
"If i bleed call my doctor. If i die call my mom. If i collapsed call Benjamin and Earth." I said and throw my phone to Vee.
"Password, dome"
I said and proceed.
The engineers saw me.
"Where the fuck is brotherhood?" I roared.