Dome's POV
I vommit so bad.. that my knees woobble.
I was fine when i wake up. I cooked for Pavel as my thank you.
I am not in the mood to eat, so i drive to my dorm after i cooked. I do not want him him waking up seeing me,
I cannot face him.
I do not know how to hide the lie that i fucki'n do not remember Anything, WHEN EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE WE HAVE DONE I HAVE SAID AND HE HAVE SAID, EVRYTHING!!
I FUCKI'N REMEMBER THEM ALL!!!
I take a cold shower.
But as water touches my skin.
I rememeber him
His touch.
His grip.
His hug.
His tight hold on me.
His lips.
His tongue.
His kiss
The way he kiss me and the way i kiss him!
Fuck!!!!
This is no use.
I need to get out.
I grabbed my phone and asked if Ben or Nine wanna hang out or go somewhere. But both are busy.
I texted Poy, Gun, Mark, and Ting. Only Mark replied.
Then i asked him to acvompany me and he said yes.
I drive to the mall and we met there.
We had a litle ice cream, he is not my blockmate he is Ting's blockmate. But became a friend because of Ting.
They say i should be carefuk with this guy.
Naaa.. they just thought he is pshyco. But he is just deep.
Had games.
Then early lunch.
And i ate ice cream again.
Then we decided to go on our separate ways him on his apatnent and me dorm.
I reached the dorm in time Ban and Nine will have lunch. I devidd to join and ate meat only. Then we devided to bisit P' Prepaline recommended. We used Nine's car to go there.
I ordered avocado shake and forget my sugar level.
They also offered carrot cakes and i ordered.
On our way back to the dorm.
I felt dizzy.
My friends send me to my room.
When we gwt there i started to vommit.
At first blow. I can manage to go bavk to bed. But second my knees wobble. Third i almost crawl on floor and my friends helped. Me.
Nine gwt some soup and Benjamin on his phone.
Then i bommit again and again.
I ate some soup and vommit again.
J drinked water. And also blow thwm out.
Pavel arrived.
"Why?" He asked,
"When we arrived from lunch. He started to vomit" Bwn said.
"Did he felt dizzy or something before he vommited?" Pavel asked.
"Yes." Nine said.
Pavel looked at mw.
"I think i know why this happens. Next time if this happens." He walked to my medicine cabinet.
"One of this is enough" he aaid and gave me one tiny yablet and a bit of water and helped me deink.
"He will be fine and sleep. Guys i need to know. what did you guys eat?" I heard his voice is a bit controlled.
"We ate our regular he just eat meat and litke amount. The we tried the juice and carrot cake from the cafe in the midle of meds ans science colleges." Nine said.
"No, i think it is not just waht he eat. I do not want ti be eude na.. but can i talk to him alone?" Pavel asked.
Oh no guys no nono donot leave us please.
But Nine pullled Benja,in out of the door and it is vlosed.
Pavel locked it from the inside and wlaked towarda me.
He layed beside me and hugged me.
"Tell me how many ice cream have you eaten?" He asked.
"I.. i.. ate some... chocolate ice cream in cone two scoops." I said.
"Still not enough sweetheart" He said.
"I.. ate ..fatty foods. And" i gulped.
"Another ice cream"
I am gonna be svolded.
His grip on my waist is strongger
"You are going to pack up yojr things tomorrow sweetheart." He said.
"No.. no... i can saty hee. I can be alone.. i can di this." I said.
He kissd my cheeks.
Then he syand up.
"I will be back." He said.
He walked away from the door.
Fuck he is not sclolding me.
But i bet he will punish me. I looked for my phlne, it is on the night stand. I oicked it up and called mom.
Hey, sweeyie how are you?
"Mom, i ... have a confession." Then told her everything that happened today. And also Pavel coming over.
I am scolded atleast i can have a petition.
"Mom please one last chance if i miss it again, i will just inform you that i have packed and ready gor moving." I said.
Dome...
"Mom i plead please." I am really oleading.
Okay, one last chance. Yake care of your health na... we love you na.. i love you son."
She said.
I kniw thye love me and takes care of me that is why.
"Thanks mom, love you too. I will calll again some other time na.. i know you are busy. I love you." I ended the call or ig will not end.
Now how to apeace Pavel he is more strict than my parents sometimes.
And speaking of the best friend.
My door opened.
He placed a bowl of porridge in the night stand then he cut the sausage in small pieces and topped it on the porridge.
He went to the engineering canteen for my meal.
Srop na babe. I will fall deeper.
"Done. Say a." He siad and about to feed me.
"I feel weak but i can eat on mynown na." I said.
He placed the foods in my hands and kiss my forehead.
"Stop being like this Pavel" i said.
"Are you affected now?" He said.
"Phoom shut it" i said and frawned at him.
He then gave me the food and walked away from me.
His phone ring.
He looked at me.
"Hello kom good afternoon." He said and walked ouyside the room.
Mom!
Fuck!!!
My mom valled him.
I wamna know but i need to eat this i am so weak.
My stomach will hurt so i eat slowly.
The door opened.
Pavel is silent and sut beside me. But not looking at me.
He then gave me botled water.
And he get the things i used and diposed it well.
Then he sit beside me.
Both our backs on the head board of the bed.
"What the hell got into you sweetheart." He asked.
His voice is not mad and he is not looking at me,
I cannot yell him. It is too hard to fall inlove with your best friend solid hagd.
For no one to tell about it.
"Dome, you know i can take everything just yell me." He said.
I leaned on his shoulder.
How can i say i love you babe. For real.
His hands. Grabbed mine and he kissed both.
"Can you take care of yourself?" He asked.
I cannot trust myself either.
"I asked yiu and you promised. Dome you promised." He said. I get it. I know.
"Mom said he wants me to pack your things and bring you ti my apartmemt." He said,
Fuck!
"No..no..":i said.
"I know." He said.
"But please one last chance na sweetheart. Do not be like this again. Please" he said.
I nooded.
I hovered over him i don't knkw where my strength came from and hugged him.
"Love.." he gtoaned.
Shit! Not what i planned.
"Thank you na.." i said and hugged him.
He moved and stand carrying me.
"I will bath you smelly vommit" he aiad and carried me to the bathroom.